She sing and smile like a happy girl
She just like a star shining like a pearl
She walk and talk just like rihanna
But that doesnt mean she happy with her life


On morning she act like a normal girl
Studying, walking, talking and eating
But at night she's not like a normal girl
Sitting and crying is what she can do


People never saw the beast in her mind
But she always know that the beast is inside
Seeking for blood, hungry for happiness
So she ends up cutting herself


Her tears falling down
Her blood rushing down
Shes painting a drawing
Just like an artist
She ain't need a paper, she ain't need paint
Because her body is enough to be a
masterpiece


Where all those word that they had promise
"I will always be there for you oh my ladies"
Maybe it just a filthy lies
And now she regret cause believing in that


One day she take her knife from a drawer
But her knife is not there anymore
Oh now she remember what happened actually
She throw the knife and change it with flower


She promise herself she wont cut again
Because she believe her eternal happiness will
come
She ask her self "why I should hurt myself"
When its obvious its not her fault
Now she smiling and no longer upset
Because happiness is exist only when you start
loving yourself.