How laud can I shout so they can hear me?
Don’t hand me a dollar or two
Give me a job
Don’t give me advise show me the way
Let me go
Obstacles too many and not enough of me
My thoughts blocking my vision
So much distraction
Blame myself that is all
Not you or the masses
Intentions are good and not so good
Either way they don’t do me any good
It is my responsibility my friends
Am just in search of my path
So, be there to help but that is all

Cut me open, in to me you’ll see that I love you so
You’ll also see red blood speeding through my veins
Heart opened up just for you
It is cold in here
Heart beats faster than ever before
Too many feelings
Wounds ready to feel the pain hidden for so long
My love ask away
What is it that you are seeking from me?
I promise I’ll share my story with you
Your questions, my open heart welcomes them.
Don’t feel so bad when you hear about my invisible scars
I do ask for you to listen and have some empathy
Hold my hands kindly
After all you are knocking on the door of the unknowing heart
My eyes will cry a few tears
I am strong though
Lived once - lived twice
If you find out this is not the heart that you wanted to meet
I ask you to gently leave me behind
I have been hurt before so I ask of you to be honest