It seems that no matter what I do,
Nobody seems to see me through.
And yet I am still so far,
Far away from what I am trying to reach.
Fearing that I would lose everything,
Existing in my own eyes as not being worthy enough.
Can you not see that I hurt?
Too late for your sympathy...
I** thought I had grown weak.
Over and over I couldn't see,
Never realizing what happened to me.


I am a stronger person now!
Never give up!
Always do it your way.
Forget what they think,
For they were only try to bring you down!
Everything that you worked for,
Came from your diligence and determination.
Time will tell you once said,
It's finally time to shine!
Only you can make a difference.
Never look back at the past.... It's history now <3

Thank you for reading my 2 sided story.

Inaffection -
A word I made up. The definition of inaffection is the opposite of affection.

Definition: A feeling of disliking or hatred.
Synonyms: aversion, hate, loathing, abhorrence, pet hate, bete noir, displeasure, disinclination, distaste, disgust, repugnance, antipathy, animosity

I used to throw away all my hopes and dreams,
Into the wishing well.
I was desperate for them to come true....
It always seems,
That no matter how much I would dwell,
dwell there for days with my bags of coins,
I left with not a single change,
I knew....
Another waste of my extra change....
It wasn't until an old man came to sit,
Told me something strange.
"You can't wish for your hopes and dreams to come true,
You have to make them happen..."
So I went out into the world and tried,
it was time to decide....
I put forth all my effort,
and my hopes and dreams began to come true.
I went to the old man and said,
"If it weren't for you,
I would still be wishing at the wishing well....