Dear, mom
Since you've been gone....
So much has happend in this cruel world.
The depression eats away at me every day.
My anxiety worsened.
But there also good things that have happend.
I'm falling in love.
For real this time mom, I wish you were here to meet him.
I'll be graduating in less than a month.
All I've ever wanted was to make you happy.
So since you've been gone I have thought about you every day.
I love you.

Sincerely your daughter,
Ashlyn

I wish i could have said goodbye.
To hold your hand one last time.
but your were gone before i could even see you again

I can never forgive you for what you did, used me and tore out my heart. Told me lies everyday.
I will never forget the color of your eyes.
I will never forgive you for all the nights cried myself to sleep.
I will never forget how you made me laugh.
I will never forgive how many times you cheated.
I will never forget the way you smelled.
I will never forgive the scars you left on me.
I will never forget the taste of your lips on mine.
I will forgive you every time you tell me your sorry.
I will NEVER forget falling in love with you.

My scars tell my story
And my story keeps
Getting longer.
The nights get longer
And my mind races faster.
More and more scars add on to this
Never ending story.
People ask why?
I say no one wanted to listen to
A short story
So I created a novle.

Lay me down
Cover me and hide my face
I wish to never awake
From this deep slumber I have fallen in
I dream of you
While we walk hand and hand
My dreams are the only place I can
I pray for this internal sleep
That I can stay here with you
And finally be with you till the end
I hope and pray this is the end
To have the joyess slumber that never ends.