On these sleepless cold nights I rant about you without having the slightest idea who you are

But tonight my foolish indecisive sorrows go out for you

Underrated,misunderstood,afflicted and most of all hurt. Your flaws allure me in what I call my own self-esteem. Everyone knows the overrated act you pull,  however they're only aware of just that.
Yet, I know the barriers around you as much as
I know the reason why they were built.
I know why you're afraid of hanging on,
I know I know
Yes I know I'm the reason
The conflict
And I'll continue to be
To be faithfully honest I love how your vulnerability attracts me
This vivid relationship creates a void in my heart only you can mend and by the end ill doubtfully cope with everything
But tonight I love you and the way you stand so  in your lonesome darkness
You are vital to me