How did I scream so carelessly....
Not caring who heard?
How did I, pound and pound without
Caring about what
People thought.
As the words and thoughts came endlessly
Seemed so easily said.
The razor came closer and closer my skin
As thin as paper.
Blood came dripping down as I couldn't have
Possibly cared less.
How did I, cut so deep without the slightest
Feeling of numbness?
The emotions are draining... The world is turning
Black, that's all that's left.
I have scars... But each and every one
Tells a unique story </3

It's different every day with you
It's always changing
I'm always hiding
I have to adjust with your mood
Just to stay sane, you've ruined everything.
My whole life
Turned upside down forever.
You've taken everything.
From perfect to hectic all in one day....
The things I loved the most
But I still have those perfect memories
That you can never take
I thought you were perfect.
Then I believed all the lies....
Our "relationship" was based on
Nothing but lies.
I don't know if I can handle the truth
I know the people that care
And you aren't one of them.
I have a surprise for you.. And you'll love it
Your gonna get caught off guard
You might think I need you
But I don't... I never will
I can survive without you
Sooner or later
I'm gone.
Gone for good.
But before I leave forever I have one question....
I have wanted to know
From the beginning
Why are you doing this to me...?