Blood stained your pillow
While tears stained mine
You lay unconscious in a hospital
While I lay with my thoughts
I knew goodbye was coming
I knew it wouldn’t be easy
But I would have to get through it
I know I will always have him in my heart.
I just wished he didn’t have to go like that.
Liver and kidney’s failing,
bleeding out in his sleep.
It wasn’t fair to him or to me.

I Can't Do This Anymore, I Give Up.

Every night I went to bed
Tears would sting my cheeks
I used to think you wouldn’t hurt me
No matter what happened
But I was wrong as usual
But now I’m happier
Happier without you around
I got someone who cares about me
He doesn’t use me like you did
He doesn’t cheat on me with other girls,
he doesn’t lie to me when I ask him if something’s wrong
He doesn’t lay a hand on me like you’ve done
so many times before
He is there when I need him and when I don’t unlike
you who ran away at the slightest sign of trouble like a
scared little girl
You were everything to me but now
you won’t lay another hand on me
since you are only an awful memory