A simple trip to the store...
Dizzy,
Pressure in my ears,
Chest pains set in,
Body goes numb.
I lose all concentration,
Forgot what I'm doing,
Why am i here?
Scared,
Lost,
Confused...
Panic sets in.
I feel as if I'm trapped,
No way out.
Running,
Crying.
It’s not you,
It’s who I am.
I love you
And apologize.
This is the life,
Of being with me.
Are you ready?
That was mild.
Be prepared,
Or leave now.
Living with panic…
And anxiety,
Is a constant struggle…
A daily battle.
I am drained now,
Lay me down
So I can recover.
Single tear rolls over my cheek
Trying to catch my breath
I think, how silly...
You must think I've lost it.
Snap back to reality,
Jump up,
Move on.
Until the next episode.