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Ashley Dewicki Oct 2018
“What about tonight?”
I’m still not ready.
“But it will feel good.”
I’m scared.
“You don’t need to be scared.”

He laid me down.
I remained silent.

He had done so, many times before.
Trying to enter my home without the key.

That evening, I left the door unlocked and went to bed.

He didn’t knock that night.
He broke in.
Took what was mine.
Made me a stranger in my own home.

The lights were off.
No one knew the crime taking place.

But he was my boyfriend.
You let your lover into your home, right?

The lines are blurry.
Black and white turned to grey.

But my heart knew.
It was in the words I didn’t say.

Silence does not equate to consent.
Ashley Dewicki Oct 2018
Why do I give you the power to destroy me?
Ashley Dewicki Aug 2018
You're the kind of love,
That made all the heartbreak worth it.
Ashley Dewicki Aug 2018
I’m not okay.
I pretend it doesn’t hurt anymore,
But the truth is I just pushed it down.
The ache in my gut went numb.
But just hearing your name,
Makes my heart break all over again.
I wish this pain would stop.
Ashley Dewicki Jul 2018
I vow to myself,

That night

Was the last time

I let you

Touch my skin.
Ashley Dewicki Jul 2018
in·san·i·ty
inˈsanədē/noun

Giving you my heart, over and over again, expecting you won’t drop it like you’ve done every time.
“I did this to myself.”
Ashley Dewicki Jul 2018
You have so much self control when it comes to not choosing me.
And so little when it comes to using me.
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