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Nov 2012 · 1.3k
different
she looks away, hiding the scars on her face
and fears she will never fit in this place
because the children laugh and call her names
the center of their amusement, cruel little games
and her heart is cracking, breaking inside
and she just wants to run and hide
hurt is here, she has plenty
and love is gone, she's left empty
once she was a pretty girl, long hair and smooth skin
but she may never get the chance to be that girl again
the marks left here run so deep
and she can only sit and weep
when people have to look away
no one will talk, no one will stay
she feels like a monster and she feels rage
they see her like an animal in a cage
and she just wishes this wasn't real
all this sorrow and anger she feels
her parents were in the car that night
when a drunk driver ran that red light
and took them both away too soon
she lie bleeding beneath the summer moon
glass cuts deep, leaving scars
and she's trapped between the cars
and her screams don't make a sound
they tell her she's lucky that she was found
they could fix her, make her new
she wishes that could've been true
but now she's here without a friend in the world
and they laugh and mock this sad little girl
for being different
Nov 2012 · 1.1k
the void.
i carry my heart around, heavy and broken
and think of all the things left unspoken
how you'll never get the chance to grow
so much i wanted you to know
and my body felt like an anchor, sinking
time alone, too much time spent thinking
of all the things that could've, should've been
i just wanted that moment, to see you again
never knew sorrow, how a person could be so sad
you were the best thing that i never had
because you were gone before we ever met
the sweet baby that i'll never forget
the one that i carried inside of me
who lies sleeping in my memory
and i'd give up everything i know
to watch you laugh, watch you grow
my soul so wounded and covered in scars
but i imagine you're out there among the stars
and every night i kneel and pray
that there will come a day
when you're back in mama's arms
Oct 2012 · 1.1k
continue to fight
in every darkness there's a light
a reason to go on, continue to fight
it's always hope that pulls us through
when we paint the world different shades of blue
sometimes bitter words on the soul can leave a stain
but you can't know love if you've never known pain
you never feel whole until you've been broken
by actions of others or words unspoken
there's no balance to life if you've never known regret
and piecing the puzzle together, why try to forget
that every path you've taken has led you here
and it's a choice to live in happiness or fear
never be a victim to your own circumstances
because life is always full of second chances
new beginnings and new days will come
are you standing in the shadows or out in the sun
this moment, love it with your all
you can rise again, after any fall
in every darkness there's a light
a reason to go on, continue to fight
Oct 2012 · 1.4k
led to slaughter
like sheep you follow
with eyes so hollow
trusting the word of each other
not to rise against your brother
it's the fellow man
the one with the plan
and you drink it in
time and time again
trusting in words where there's no truth
the sadness of our misled youth
don't you have opinions, your own voice
whatever happened to the beauty of choice
you put all your faith in empty words
and repeat everything you've heard
don't you have a single thought
other than the things you're taught
when you're grouped together, like this
the truth is there, it's hard to miss
and you look like animals being led to slaughter
Oct 2012 · 604
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i see colors that i have never seen
and it's like falling from a dream
when i can't help but feel
that all of this is real
no longer lost and empty
hope is here, i have plenty
i am flying, being lifted up
full of faith, knowing love
and it's these moments i truly live
i want to dance and laugh and give
the seeds of kindness i want to plant and grow
it's the love for each other that i pray we all know
i wish we could have more faith in each other
and feel comfort among each sister and brother
but until then i won't give up on me
and the world won't tell me who to be
and how to act and how to speak
i know strength because i was weak
each moment is a gift, the joy and the sorrow
appreciate it, we're never promised a tomorrow
Oct 2012 · 1.2k
i love you best
i made you flowers, the prettiest you've seen
red and yellow, blue, purple and green
made from paper and glue
because they reminded me of you
mama put my teddy bear next to your arm
because he will keep you safe and warm
i wanted to send my night light, in case you were scared
mama said that it was the thought, that she knew i cared
but grandma would find a light brighter than what i had
and i couldn't help the tears that came because i felt so sad
i thought you'd always be there
this isn't right and it isn't fair
oh grandma, why did you have to go?
you won't get to see me grow
but i will carry you in my heart
whisper my secrets in the dark
because i know you'll be watching over me
and when i'm sitting beneath this old tree
beside your grave, i don't cry
it's not my place to question why
but this isn't where you rest
and just remember i love you best
Oct 2012 · 647
For a Friend
when it's quiet and there's nobody there
she finds herself saying a prayer
that God will make her strong
and the nights won't be so long
because she deserves that happy ending
sometimes it's so hard just pretending
that she's not a little hurt inside
and the things she has to hide
she knows she's always tried her best
and she realizes that she is blessed
with wonderful kids that love her so
and it makes her smile to watch them grow
and i want to tell her, it won't always be this way
that time will heal all and there will come a day
when she finds that place that she wants to be
and these hard times will be a distant memory
because she is so much stronger than she thinks
Oct 2012 · 451
To Dream
to dream is like a dance
and we all have a chance
to go out & make our mark
be the light in the dark
the hope behind the pain
the sun chasing the rain
we are everything, we are one
the peace when the day is done
if we give ourselves up to each other
our family, our friends, our lovers
but we have to reach down deep
to the place where the mind sleeps
and realize we're more than we think
that we are evolving, always on the brink
of something bigger, something bright
stars burning across the night
it's within us all
to rise or fall
to hope, to love, to give
we can die or we can live
to dream is like a dance
and we all have a chance
he knows how to fetch a ball
and always comes when you call
he likes frisbee and dad's old shoe
gets a little nervous around anyone new
he likes to give kisses but he has bad breath
i wanted to send treats but there aren't any left
he was the first best friend i ever had
and i'm trying so hard not to be sad
mom told me angels would take him home
but we were his family, where he belongs
he's not just any old dog, he's smarter than that
the only trouble we had was him chasing the cat
but he would lay with me night after night
and having him near me, the world felt right
the way he'd jump up on me and try to dance
if he thought there was danger, he'd tug at my pants
and he'd listen to me, when no one else would
i'm not so sure if he ever really understood
but he'd lick my face to show that he cared
so i'm holding on to the good times we shared
i know you'll take care of him until we meet again
remember that he's special, he'll be a good friend
a scratch behind the ear will make him feel better
and i sure hope that you get my letter
and i hope that there are milkbones in heaven
Oct 2012 · 448
you can pretend
stringing your words together
just to make you feel better
and no one else will ever be right
unless they bask in your light
because you think you're above them all
but remember, even angels can fall
so sit on your pedestal and you can pretend
you can smile that smile until the end
when you're left lonely and sad
i hope you remember the life you had
the one you threw away
all the words you didn't say
will eat you up inside
and i won't be along for the ride
Oct 2012 · 1.0k
dusty old bar
this dusty old bar

in a smokey bar, drink after drink
it's gave him a lot of time to think
"play a sad song old man
then maybe i will understand
how this world has gone to hell
maybe someday, time will tell
how i ever wound up here
it's already been a year
since she left me, took all that i had
tell me man, how does love go bad?"
the bartender speaks and it's barely a whisper
"it's not my place to say this but i'll tell you mister
the lady you love didn't go by choice
it was you and the drink that took her voice
going too fast down a dark highway
not listening to anything she had to say
you never even seen the other car
too much time in this old dusty bar"
and the man sits, head in his hands
trying to make sense, trying to understand
he can't remember, it's all a blur
just bits and pieces, memories of her
no sleep since, up all night crying
too much blood, as she lay there dying
but this can't be
it's a false memory
silence is the loudest sound
so he orders another round
and the bartender shakes his head sadly
Oct 2012 · 1.1k
ghost
he walks, both day and night
always searching for the light
the one he thinks will take him home
he's so tired of being alone
always going in circles, going nowhere
nobody notices, nobody seems to care
holding on to the life he used to know
but he feels it, that it's time to let go
the answer is finally clear
he was wronged here
and he has to forgive
the one who didn't let him live
the troubled man who had a knife
who didn't hesitate to take his life
and steal his wallet and his coat
it all goes black and he starts to float
but he sees the faces, the ones that grieve
and he's afraid, so afraid to leave
years have passed, time has no meaning
it doesn't feel real, what if he's dreaming
so he walks in circles, going nowhere
and nobody notices
nobody cares
Oct 2012 · 1.4k
this is not a fairy tale
this is not a fairy tale

somewhere in a lonely castle tower
she's weeping past the midnight hour
long golden locks hang down the wall
and she's waiting for her prince to call
and take her from this place
how she longs to see his face
and they will ride off together
& live happily always and forever
she's been a prisoner far too long
he found her by following a song
that only his heart could hear
it was like she whispered in his ear
"save me, if you think I should be free"
never had he been so enchanted by beauty
she needed a hero, it had to be this man
it was then these two formed their plan
and he promised he'd be there
he'd climb the rope made from hair
of his beloved and they would run away
tomorrow would be a brand new day
a brand new life
she would be his wife
he's lying in ice and snow
and she has no way to know
that her prince has fallen from his horse
Oct 2012 · 2.1k
mirror
she was a fat kid
with bad skin
and glasses
and frizzy hair
always cracking a joke
or burying her nose in a book
to escape
and forget
because this didn't feel
like who she should be
but she didn't know how to change it
so she hid inside herself
refused to let many people know
who she really was
because it didn't matter anyway
it was all about fitting in
and she never really did
i wish i could go back
and hug her
tell her i love her
and not to worry
because this won't matter
in 5 years or in 10
these painful moments
of rejection
of depression
won't last forever
and she will come out
stronger than ever
she shouldn't be so ******* herself
and i still see her sometimes
when i look in the mirror
and it makes me sad
to know how much i let these things
affect me and who i became
always questioning, if i'm good enough
but i think it's gonna make me better
because i've been there before
Oct 2012 · 1.0k
a new chapter
a new chapter

it's in the softness of October skies
that i see my future in your eyes
happiness here, it's everywhere
run your fingers through my hair
and i feel light
soft as the night
and stars burn brighter
when you hold me tighter
this is what i've been waiting for
all i ever wanted and more
you keep me on solid ground
and make the world spin 'round
and you give yourself to me
show me truth, hope and beauty
together, we are starting this new chapter
our life together, building our happily ever after
Oct 2012 · 657
more than i should
tired, too tired to sleep
where emotions run deep
and the night becomes too long
singing off-key, my broken song
and i can't find the way
so i wish, i hope, i pray
that something will deliver me
this isn't who i want to be
i should've already been better than this
instead of everything so hit & miss
and falling all apart
scars on my heart
i've tried it time and again
never really fitting in
but i take it, with a grain of salt
maybe it isn't entirely my fault
perhaps i've always felt more than i should
Oct 2012 · 1.3k
how to forget
nineteen candles on her birthday cake
and she hides the scars, all her mistakes
and the way the knife felt, hidden in hand
she knew that no one would understand
so she carried her secret, heavy and thick
and she knew what it was like to feel sick
the sadness brought her to her knees
black and cold, lost in this disease
her mind hurts, her heart feels dead
she feels so lost inside her head
and there's relief, sweet and fast
if only she could make it last
but with each cut she goes deep
all she wants to do is sleep
and forget she was never enough
Oct 2012 · 1.2k
watch you burn
blackness, it's all that I see
when you're taking this from me
uninvited, unwanted, trying to say no
it's the beginning and you won't let me go
held down, broken, the pain of being used
never thought it'd be me being abused
this isn't me, it's not my choice
but I can't speak, I have no voice
I'm shocked, lying here bleeding
no sounds, just my heart beating
and you're gone, never looking back
my world crumbles, turns to black
this is me, *****, full of shame
you didn't know me, not even my name
but you thought you had that right?
to make me cry, scream & fight
now there's danger lurking in every place
I find myself always on guard, looking for your face
I hope someday I have my turn
To watch you suffer, watch you burn
Oct 2012 · 1.2k
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Wherever you go
I'd follow you through time
taste the words on your lips
sweeter than wine
I always find myself
returning to you
And it feels like floating
caught in eyes so blue
sometimes I get lost
feel far from home
but your voice saves me
and I'm not alone
I wish I could give you back
all you've gave to me
but sometimes it's a mystery
these things that I see
I dance around inside your head
leave my fingerprints on your heart
everytime we touch
it's like music or like art
you bring out the best
that I have
Oct 2012 · 1.2k
a woman's heart
If you look into a woman's heart
what will you find
do all the scars grow
faint over time?
Or will they be rebroken
with each new hurt
No one really values
a woman's true worth
If you could count
a woman's tears
Keep track of the
things she fears
Would you respect her
maybe just a little more
Finally understand
what she was fighting for
Just a sense of belonging
nothing more
If you could see behind
a woman's eyes
Would you see the truths
in the things she hides
Oct 2012 · 882
the boy who sleeps
He promised her the sun
Promised her the moon
Because she was his only one
He never meant to leave so soon
He said she was his whole life
And she'd always have his heart
He wanted her to be his wife
He knew this from the start
In his arms he'd hold her tight
Whisper words so sweet
He'd watch her sleeping through the night
Listen to her heart beat
She never knew a love like this
So real and so sure
Magic in each and every kiss
All that she was waiting for
But life isn't always so kind
Not everything meant to be
And she would soon find
A life she didn't want to see
On a night so dark and cold
Even the angels wept
So many things left untold
To the boy who slept
Because he was her whole world
She promised him the moon
Something broke inside the girl
When death came too soon
Now her tears are plenty
She's lost her smile
It hurts to be so empty
She only had him a little while
She's sure she heard the angels weeping
Heard her own heart break
And now he's gone and sleeping
It feels like more than she can take
Oct 2012 · 1.2k
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they shut her eyes, sewed them up
told her the truth was never love
wove dreams in her hair, such pretty little lies
that blossomed into flowers, under summer skies
taught her to walk in the straightest line
and that being obedient would make her fine
to never think, no thoughts of her own
the greatest failure would be being alone
so she steps quiety and quickly, into the night
walking and walking until it's light
free, so free, alive at last
trying to outrun the past
and be who she was meant to be
the girl that they never chose to see
the one with passion in her heart, fire in her soul
all the feelings that made her whole
and she laughs and laughs, her life misspent
and then cries for all it ever meant
she is alone and running, falling, afraid
but never looking back on the decision she made
she is quick and beautiful, never again to be tame
because she knows this, from where she came
Oct 2012 · 1.1k
like a...
You love me like a river
raging, strong and sure
You love me like a song
so sweet and pure
You love me like a lyric
sung sweetly in my ear
You love me like a summer sky
so blue and clear
And I love you like the sun
burning hot and bright
I love you like the stars
dancing through the night
I love you like the earth
so rich and deep
I love you like a lullaby
drifting off to sleep
Oct 2012 · 712
night seems too long
come sing me a song
because life feels wrong
and i need a hand to help me up
turns out i was drinking from a broken cup
and the eyes of the night
became too clear and bright
left me too stunned to speak
was i really that weak?
sitting here on the banks
looking for reasons to give my thanks
coming up empty
problems, i had plenty
but i wasn't ready to see the end
so come sit with me friend
and tell me all the reasons
we drift through the seasons
i was feeling broken and afraid
trying to understand this life i made
help me forget
the road to regret
i was lost along the way
looking for another day
looking for who i used to be
somewhere trapped inside of me
come sing me a song
sometimes the night seems too long
Oct 2012 · 737
come & dance with me
will you ******* dreams
when you come and dance with me
things aren't always what they seem
what you get, it's not always all you see
i was darker than night
and full like the moon
when it all feels right
we'll be singing this tune
wordless, weightless, drifting along
floating, falling, opened up
so enchanted by your song
and the deepness of love
keeps me pure
it feels like truth
never been so sure
this is youth
untainted, warm and free
will you ******* dreams
when you come and dance with me
Oct 2012 · 358
another love poem
I like the way words tasted
rolling from your lips
the gentle way you'd hold me
hands on my hips
and we'd dance
like there was no tomorrow
and you'd look at me
and I'd forget my sorrow
we were so young
and so full and free
you are my hope
another part of me
and every time I've felt
like completely giving up
I lose myself in your eyes
and I know this is enough
Oct 2012 · 415
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It was all over her face
the way she fell from grace
and couldn't find her way back
stumbling through the black
and the night left scars
that glowed like stars
tears were falling plenty
hurts so much to be this empty
this was all she ever knew
this world so cold and blue
no hope here, no warmth would find her
she couldn't remember the way things were
and she wants and she needs
she cries and she bleeds
but nothing can ease the pain
how this love has left it's stain
maybe she can forget
what it's like to know regret
and rise up from the ashes
but she's been burning so long
Oct 2012 · 785
you matter
when the night seems too dark
and you've lost all heart
you don't know where to turn
or which bridges to burn
and you're looking for some hope
tie a knot at the end of your rope
so you can hang on
and be strong
this life
is worth the fight
bring me the tears
you've collected over the years
and i'll fill my pockets up
and show you you're good enough
don't let go
until you know
you won't break or shatter
and that you do matter
Oct 2012 · 343
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your laugh was like a sad song
one i would've played all night long
if it meant you were still here
and that i would have you near
but life doesn't work out that way
praying for a better day
when it all falls back into place
and i can see your face
forget all the tears i've cried
when i meet you on the other side
i know i have to keep living, continue on
even though it hurts, knowing you're gone
someday i know we'll meet again
Oct 2012 · 785
like a coat
so heavy, she wore her sadness like a coat
swam in it, never knowing if she'd sink or float
and all the dreams that drifted away
left her empty, with nothing to say
she cries but no tears will come
can't even remember what she's running from
only that she has to go, further and faster
away from this life, self created disaster
she hangs her head in guilt and shame
feeling like she only has herself to blame
not knowing how to fix all that's wrong
she's holding on but for how long
when the night seems too open, too dark
the silence is deafening, save her pounding heart
and it's fear, always the fear
that something bad is near
within her, like a fire burning bright
sometimes she feels too tired to fight
Oct 2012 · 1.0k
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this road we travel is full of twists, turns and bends
and we find ourselves among lovers, enemies and friends
at times we lose hope, we lose faith
and wonder if anything is worth the wait
and the tears fall, there are plenty
that leave us feeling lost and empty
so when you think it's hard to hold on
just take a deep breath and try to be strong
because this life was a gift to you
and it's your duty to see it through
the skies may crumble, the earth may crack
but you can't get a single moment back
so live it up, all in the now
know that you will make it somehow
there will be joy, there will be pain
there will be sun shining through the heaviest rain
it is hope, it is faith
and everything is worth the wait
Oct 2012 · 864
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in the dark, in the deep
where she doesn't sleep
she smiles a smile that's just a mask
hiding all the questions she's afraid to ask
because life was too dangerous, too cold
always too fragile for her to hold
there were monsters among men
always about, inviting her in
but she was too afraid
too many mistakes already made
and that was what landed her here
in a place built upon fear
tears and regret made up the walls
bones for the floors, blood for halls
all that's left is loneliness and doubt
she gave up on ever getting out
Oct 2012 · 684
for my children
I carried you around, a promise in my heart
and knew that I'd love you from the very start
such precious gifts given to me
in my childrens eyes I see
all the hopes I'd almost lost
prepared to protect at any cost
these angels, blessings I didn't feel worthy of
taught me the meaning of life, and how to love
skinned knees, hurt feelings, tears that fall
i see this world and want to give it all
and make all their dreams come true
i find myself amazed in everything they do
they give me strength, they give me meaning
a reason to grow and continue dreaming
these miracles that are my children
Oct 2012 · 1.0k
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in the darkness, in the night
she slips quietly, ready to fight
she feels the pain from where she landed
curses the broken wings that left her stranded
into a world that wasn't her own
too far away from the place called home
and she cries until her tears run black
knowing there's never any going back
longing to be a saint, but always the sinner
a hopeful loser, trying to be a winner
but it's cold, so cold where the wind blows
in this land of steal and stone, nothing grows
no hope, no love, no sunny skies
just the fear and pain, dark as her eyes
in the midst of her blackest hour
she finds the promise in a flower
a tiny bud rising up
maybe this will be enough
to give her hope, to get her through
until she can turn the gray skies blue
make grass grow in this land of stone
for this world will be her home
Oct 2012 · 508
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on a broken pedestal she sits
she likes the way the night fits
and the way the silence surrounds
she can think without those sounds
how this world has grown so gray
fading in from day to day
but she imagines a better world
where she's not just another girl
but she's somebody, someone
who ropes the moon, hangs the sun
her footprints make a trail of stars
burning beneath her becoming scars
upon this world she's made her own
she can't remember what it's like to be alone
and it all becomes so still
in this moment she can feel
everything she's ever had
the fear, the hope, the good, the bad
crashing together like an ocean
she feels sick from the motion
time, the greatest thief
and she feels relief
she will make it, she always has
Oct 2012 · 879
angels weep
i've seen her beaten and broken
tears fall and words unspoken
each day hiding new cuts and bruises
always ready with a list of excuses
they've taught her well
her home became her hell
it doesn't get better, no way out
she listens to them scream and shout
and fists fly, stings against her skin
they say it's because she's full of sin
in school we all cast down our eyes, turned our heads
but thought of her while we were tucked warm in our beds
this sad hand that life had dealt
and no one knew just how she felt
and we all tried to pretend it away
what could we do, what could we say?
we seen it happen over and over again
but times were different then
a man's family was his own, his possesions
and no one would even think to question
why this little girl was always so sad, so scared
& hoping that maybe someone out there cared
when they found her black and blue
it was like we were waiting, we already knew
that help never came and she was gone
that sweet little girl who was left alone
i wonder now if the angels weep
for the child who sleeps?
Oct 2012 · 924
come & sing with me
come and sing with me
tell me truths to set me free
and calm the speeding of my heart
show me the light hidden in the dark
each path we take, in the end we go alone
nothing is solid, nothing set in stone
at any point we can change, we can grow
find the beauty and peace in all we know
but for now i need this, human connection
until i find my way, my ultimate direction
for the friend i need you to be
is the one who finds the good in me
doesn't care if i'm wrong or right
and will walk with me through darkest night
because i would do
the same for you
Oct 2012 · 478
for keeps
into the darkness, into the deep
she'll find a quiet place to sleep
where tears don't fall and words don't hurt
because no one ever valued her worth
and she was lost, afraid to fight
never knowing what's wrong or right
there once was pain filling up her heart
and it drove her into a life so dark
where nothing good would ever come
and she was just waiting for someone
to set her free, to let her go
so she could finally learn to grow
and then it happened, she was awake
and the world was hers to take
she had to find that strength within
and learn to love and feel again
she sits now, a smile lighting up her face
and knows she'll never return to that place
out of the darkness, out of the deep
she found something that was hers to keep
Oct 2012 · 903
hope
she's like a fire burning bright
lighting up the darkest night
she's like the wind, like rain
the joy after the pain
she's softness in a gentle breeze
a song that echoes through the trees
she's the voice in a time of fear
the shining light when the end is near
she's the sun, the moon and stars
to get to her you've earned a few scars
she's beauty, she's truth
an afterthought of your youth
she's the one we hold so dear
with each prayer, each tear
she's the one that leads the way
and gets us through another day
she gives us strength, gives us faith
helps us realize it's all worth the wait
she... is hope.
Oct 2012 · 354
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you fill your pockets full of sorrow
and hope things look better tomorrow
words won't come and tears can't wait
in the back of your mind it's already too late
there's no hope here, no light
can't get through the darkest night
there's no future, no faith that you can find
so you push those words to the back of your mind
"tumor...inoperable... 6 months to live."
it's not fair, all the things you were ready to give
the joy, the love, feels like it's been ripped away
how can you go on another day
when it's all been in vain
and you know nothing but pain
and you pray, every night
that there is a light
and more to life than what you know
a place where you can go
when it's all said and done
somewhere beyond the sun
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she had to be everything to everyone
time to loosen up, have a little fun
up too late, hitting the bottle hard
never should've got in that car
music loud, windows down
just trying to get out of this town
and be someone else, not the girl they all know
the one that's meant to shine, born to glow
and this has been happening for quite some time
how she drinks so often, to ease her mind
and she cries, tears clouding up her vision
not thinking about the outcome of her decision
when she's doing 80 and the night is too dark
she can't hear anything save the breaking of her heart
suddenly lights up ahead
numbness, is she dead?
broken glass, windshield shattered
metal and blood, everything scattered
this can't be real
this sorrow that she feels
when she sees the hand fall away
that will never see another day
this is what it's like to feel alone
when realizes it isn't her own
as she lays there, slowly dying
drifting in and out she hears a baby crying
and uses her last breath to mutter a prayer
that someone will come soon and find him there
she hopes it isn't too late
and that he will be alive & safe
Oct 2012 · 2.5k
future me
Dear future me,
you really shouldn't worry
I'm gonna learn to slow down, not to hurry
I'm gonna be better than I used to be
and someday be proud of my memory
I will find hope shining bright against the dark
and learn to mend the wounds on my heart
the pain that shaped me, made me who I am
someday it'll make sense & I'll understand
and I will be thankful to the person I become
and I'll never forget where I come from
I will know to always show gratitude
life is how you take it, it's in your attitude
and i hope you look back with a smile
because life only lasts a little while
I'm gonna do my best to deal
with what I need and how I feel
so that I can be the best I'm capable of
be full of faith, truth and love
Oct 2012 · 1.1k
sometimes
sometimes the sweetest thing heard
is the way we taste our words
how kindness spreads in all directions
and we can look past imperfections
sometimes the sweetest thing to see
is how life is such a mystery
and you never know how it will go
but it's a choice to wither or grow
sometimes the sweetest thing to feel
is anything and everything that is real
the hope, the fear, the joy, the pain
knowing there's sunlight after the rain
sometimes the sweetest thing to be
is the source of love, truth and beauty
it's in your actions, word and thought
to remember all that you've been taught
and always strive to be better
Oct 2012 · 1.0k
ashes
they sent ashes to his widow with a letter of apology
told her how brave he was, for serving his country
how quick a sob turned to a wail
for the sweet soldier who had fell
he fought and died for what he felt was right
and left his lady lost in the night
"I promise I won't be away for long,
before you know it, I'll be home."
words echoing through her ears
she feels like drowing in these tears
because he promised, he never lied
she felt betrayed because he died
the laugther, the love, there was plenty
and now she's numb, feeling empty
because this can't be true
she vividly remembers eyes so blue
and a smile that reached the corners of her soul
he made her feel alive, free and whole
she touches her stomach, and knows she must go on
because it's not just her, she's not alone
there's a child coming, any day now
and she has to be strong somehow
for the little one who will also grieve
for a father who isn't here, who had to leave
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he can't remember where he got the knife
now he's behind bars, sentenced for life
was this the hand that he had been dealt?
didn't anyone understand just how he felt?
how days turned to endless night
was he wrong, or was he right?
the need to protect, his job as a father
that man never should've touched his daughter
and he still sees eyes so big, happy and brown
he screamed as they lowered her into the ground
she was so young, still had the world at her feet
she was so innocent, pure and sweet
and he took that, took everything away
and justice wasn't served, he had to pay
so the father watched, he would wait
fueled by anger, consumed by hate
he watched as the life left the man's eyes
and imagined the screams, his daughters cries
he thought he'd feel relief
something other than grief
but the hole grew bigger, too deep
and in this cell he starts to weep
for the whole world and it's people
Oct 2012 · 699
pen & paper touch
when i start to feel too much
that's when pen and paper touch
at times the world is cold and gray
and i just get through day by day
then colors come bursting through
grass never greener, sky so blue
and i go with it, because what are choices?
writers use words and emotions have voices
this is where i find myself, all the parts of me
that struggle to explain, to grow and break free
it's in the words i cannot speak
with eyes so tired and lips too weak
and when i feel like i'm falling apart
with the world weighing heavy on my heart
i bring feelings out, with the things i write
singing a broken song somewhere in the night
and the stars shine
the hope that is mine
is in my hands, waiting to be written
Oct 2012 · 2.6k
monsters
in this world... monsters never really sleep
they hide in the dark, the cold, the deep
and they walk among us, faces of men
living off fear and pain, consumed by sin
and they are out there, they wait
fueled by an overwhelming hate
they torture, **** and ****
they lie, hurt and steal
and we close our eyes so we can't see
because you never know who it may be
there's no such thing as a safe place
the seed of evil wears a mask on its face
all the things we fear
are things we refuse to hear
the dark, the cold, the deep
monsters never really sleep
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speak softly and whisper me truths
the adventures of a misspent youth
and we will laugh about those days gone by
and when the sadness comes it's okay to cry
you're here now, you made it this far
burning brightly, shining like a star
when so many people tried to hold you back
you kept on pushing, right on track
never giving in, never giving up
having faith and believing in love
and knowing that the world will always go 'round
it was in these quiet moments that you finally found
all the good you had inside
the "you" that you were trying to hide
looking back, you finally see
the person that you wanted to be
is the one you have become
Oct 2012 · 995
December
December, freezing... even the stars feel cold
spun from the stories he knew, the ones he told
and he can't feel his hands, his feet
and there's a slowness in his heartbeat
but he keeps holding on, praying for the sun
and hoping he won't come undone
but he's lost... in the wild
trying to find his wife and child
but it's so cold, his breath seems to freeze
and he can't walk anymore, he's on his knees
their car broke down, twelves miles back
and the night's too dark, everything turns black
and they wandered off, he heard them talking
and he was in front of them, he just kept walking
trying to find some warmth, some shelter from the snow
and they just seemed to vanish, where did they go?
and he's been walking in circles, for hours now
thinking he will find them, some way, somehow
but his fingers are numb, right down to the bone
and he feels the lights around him, calling him home
there's no time here, just wide & empty space
he feels the tears freezing to his face
and he calls out for them, until his voice goes hoarse
if only he could see their footsteps, track their course
he just wants to close his eyes and sleep
who knew the forest could go this deep?
they stopped to rest by an old tree
and it would be the last thing he would see
his family frozen together, child and mother
at the end they had each other
and so he curls his body around them, says a pray
and hopes that it's over soon and that he will be there
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bury your secrets in a shallow grave
sit quietly and try to behave
but what's life if you're not living?
promises kept and promises given
it's you, in the moment, all that's real
and no one can tell you how you should feel
it's only once, this world you know
and you can shatter or you can grow
sometimes we all get lost, falling off track
you can't get these days or memories back
so just do it, give it your all
the strongest people learn to fall
and get back up and learn to fight
for all that's good, all that's right
your decisions, it's all about choice
learn to find that strength, use your voice
because sometimes it's all you have
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