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481 · Sep 2019
The jungle
Ashleigh Sep 2019
Plant one on my neck
My cheek
lips
forehead
bellybutton
Watch them grow, flourish
Into love
Watch them consume me
Tangled up in yours
The ones I planted on you
Until we can’t see out our own jungle
203 · Sep 2019
The girl i used to know
Ashleigh Sep 2019
“ hello ? “ I ask
Trying to find the girl I know
She doesn’t reply
She doesn’t remember
I look down a hallway
I know she’s there
I don’t recognize her
Good and bad I say at the same time
She looks at me
I can’t read her face
Maybe there’s nothing to read
Lost, empty
But her face looks soft
And then she smiles
And I know she’s not the girl I know
But she’s better
197 · Sep 2019
Seas:de
Ashleigh Sep 2019
I have this dream
That you’re here with me
We live by the sea
And we are happy
:)))
183 · Sep 2019
Glacier
Ashleigh Sep 2019
Long, drawn-out silences  
eroding at my skin
I freeze and I break, I freeze and I break
Soon I won’t be able to take it

Rocks, ice and anger, wells up inside
I’m tired and I’m stretched so thin
I try and I give and I try not to take
And then I melt a little bit

I slip and start to slide
The movement begins
I’m falling down, down, down
133 · Sep 2019
Dusk
Ashleigh Sep 2019
I have this innate need
To be with the sun
While it paints the world gold
My feet melt into the grass
For a few fleeting minutes

The clouds are mixed with bubblegum,  cotton candy
And drip with nectar
I let it soak into my skin and turn my eyes to copper

I wait there until
Goosebumps start to raise on my arms
Shadows from the trees stretch
Until they reach me
And with the faintest stars, I can see

It’s time for me to go home
119 · Nov 2019
We used to be friends
Ashleigh Nov 2019
How can my dreams be changed by you?
I miss you
Your memory infects my body so that I find it hard to walk
Drunk on remorse
Platonically of course
I don’t love you
I don’t know
114 · Feb 2020
He’s pretty
Ashleigh Feb 2020
I am in love with this infuriating thing
And I thought it’d be joy that he’d bring.
But in its place a tear falls from my eye,
As I trip and land ******* the ground where I lie.
108 · Feb 2020
Broken telephone
Ashleigh Feb 2020
living in this house,
is a 24hr game of broken telephone
except the players whisper through me
and God I feel so alone

talking in this house,
is miscommunication galore
and I’m left here to wonder
“who am I even doing this for?”

the game we play in this house,
starts to feel like a chore
and I don’t know how to tell them
I don’t feel like playing anymore
106 · Jan 2020
Water it down
Ashleigh Jan 2020
Gray, grey, gray, grey, gray, grey
Mixed in everything
And she looks dazed
The sky is dark
Clouds float around her
And her hair
One mass of dark
Rough edges but everything melts together
104 · Feb 2020
Two of us
Ashleigh Feb 2020
I’d like to tell you about:
the stars I’ve gazed at,
the sunsets I’ve watched,
the daisies I’ve picked
and the times you’ve made me smile
Ashleigh Feb 2020
I want to
Deface
Defile
Destroy
Any trace
Any proof
Any evidence
That you crossed my mind
When I should’ve been sleeping
96 · Feb 2020
Clear
Ashleigh Feb 2020
He makes me want to lie on my back on the grass staring into the sky for hours
91 · Feb 2020
The sun pours down
Ashleigh Feb 2020
I want to leave pieces of myself
In places I’ll find
To remember the good times
And remember to smile
:D
87 · Feb 2020
Baby blue
Ashleigh Feb 2020
I look through him and see the sky,
It’s grainy and blurry and frighteningly vibrant.
I look to him, brain cesses to function.
On me, is his lasting imprint.
And soon I melt, I drift and I sink.
As I am, I overthink.
And I’m left here to watch blue turn to black.
As I’m wishing on stars or wishing I could have my body back.

— The End —