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Lilyy Apr 2013
The world is pixelated
beyond recognition.
No longer can I tell
fake from real
and fake from faker.
Lilyy Apr 2013
We live in golden cities
Paved with golden roads
We bathe in these riches
We don't do what we're told
We don't think to turn around
To look back for danger
We don't think to turn around
Or we're just afraid to
We imagine the only monsters
That we could need fear
Can be taken down with gun
Or are only in the mirror

Our golden cities
And our golden roads
Have begun to bruise and bleed
Our footprints have left marks
That will never recede
Beaten down and torn apart
Morphed from gold
To another shade of wealth
A city of black and grey,
With artificial glimmer
Topped with some patriotic colors
Left in the sun to simmer

We color the blue sky
To match our dreary street
We paint it with the products
Of our unhealthy treats
Tinted with black
Our sky has nothing left to say
Only toxic strings of saliva
To come pouring out its cheeks
The rain can't do us any harm
No more than the food we eat
And the chemicals we drink
So long as you ignore
The patches in your umbrella sink

Someday, our oil city
Will turn into black dust.
Our golden city will be forgotten,
No such thing as golden rust.
Pass it off as legend,
And have people pay a buck,
Just to visit the ruins
Of a turn of "bad luck"
It'll be a "Garden of Eden"
A "Diamond in the rough"
I'll call it dust
And people will say that I'm the bluff

Power is wealth
And wealth is gold
Gold is oil
Or so, it's told.

We live in golden cities
Paved with golden roads.
We bathe in these riches
We don't do what we are told.

Once upon a time,
Golden apples fell from trees.
We'd pick up the apples,
And wipe off the dirt.
We'd pick up the apples,
And eat it like our dessert.
Now, we pick up apples
With big machines
And let them pour out gasoline.
We coat them in chemicals,
A lovely glossy sheen,
And hand them to the kids
While they watch TV.

We walk streets,
Stare up towards skies,
Skies covered with advert lies.
Chemicals in hand,
Antidote in bag,
On a diet,
Of poison and pills.

Look in the mirror,
No one is satisfied.
My, oh my, just what a surprise.
Take a look,
At the world beyond.
Take a look,
Towards everything.
The sky is fading,
And faces too.
We're all dying,
full of modified taboo.

Look, again,
look back towards
The world you missed
The days that you wished
Would come back,
Could be here.
Go on, shed a tear.
It's right to know,
Whatever was left,
Whatever glow,
Can be gone in an instant,
In a blink.
It could disappear
Now.
Or just sink
Into the dead, "Earth" below,
Sink into whatever is left of the known.


We live in golden cities
Paved with golden roads.
We bathe in these riches
We don't do what we are told.
Lilyy Mar 2013
I've wanted

Boom.

Wanted too say something

Crash.

Say something about it all

Bang.

For so long.



To allow someone

Crackle.

Someone to know

Sizzle.

To know what's going on

Bang.

Why I'm getting worse.



Why my smile's

Boom.

My smile's fading and my heart is

Bam.

My heart is withering and why I might be

Crash.

I might be getting quieter and I fall away

Fizz.

I fall away more often. But, I have a

Clang.

I have a logical reason and even though

Hiss.

Even though that may be nothing and just

Rattle

Just something I say to avoid

Thud.

answering. But, really. I'm falling apart.

And I keep hearing bangs and booms inside my head and of course no one else can, but I can, and it's killing me because I feel like parts of me are being ripped out and rearranged and stuffed back together and people are trying to stitch my life together, but they can't without any thread and they don't even have a needle that can pull through this mess, anyways, which is besides the point because it's not like they could ever find anything to fill such a gap that they've torn and I keep saying "they" like they're some anonymous group of murderers set out to torture me but they're not and I know I'm probably overreacting to everything and no one wants to hear the poor sad sob story of the sad lonely girl who is having "troubles" when everyone else is half dead inside too and I'm sorry, But, for one moment just let me cry, or just let me cry forever. Bang Clang Rattle THUD.

Let me be.

boom.

bang.

CRACK.

fizz.

sizzle.

BANG.



Let me be.
Lilyy Mar 2013
Our conversations are brief
snippets of mockery,
in which one
calls the other
an idiot or
sarcastically
calls the other
brilliant.
In the end,
at least one heart
feels a faint beat
whispering,
"Sorry"
and occasionally
the word slips out of the mouth,
"Sorry."
Lilyy Mar 2013
We walked the street
Like the victors
we were meant to be.
Side by side,
Like they said we'd be.
Medals hung around our necks
The color of the moon,
Instead of the sun.
But, I like night better,
so did you, that run.
Holding up our heads
Like a noose.
Our reign was shorter,
The glory less,
But I'll never forget
Walking down
With your feet by mine.
Lilyy Mar 2013
My days have forgotten the sunsets
They only remember the harsh, beaten sunrays
Pounding against the memories,
Heaving, in the background, like a sneeze
Hoping to congest my worried looks
The sun burnt my pale skin,
And I cried,
For the day had ended
But, with it came no golden rays,
Only fractured skin,
Crackling with the slightest touch,
My day had ended,
But not for me,
It ended for the one who scorns, you see.
Lilyy Mar 2013
Remember when the sky became purple with passion
And days started drifting to night
With only a quick glance
Between the sun and the moon

Our lives swirled into infinities
And you almost fell in
To that gaping abyss below our fragile hearts
Where we would pour our left overs
When the night told us
That it was over.
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