Look into my eyes,
What do you see,
The horrific pain,
That has consumed me

I put a smile on my face,
even though I am a shattered soul,
Just sitting here waiting,
For death to take its tole

The tears that I have been crying,
Have begun to flood,
Inside I am dying,
And still nobody knows

There's a monster inside,
No where to go,
Not a place to hide,
But nothing to show

I am alone,
All I do is cry,
People may wonder,
But they will never know the true reason why.

I promised that I would be there,
No matter what you would need,
But for I have found,
My true
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A note at my side,
A razor at my left,
No feelings to hide,
No everlasting
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No more tears,
There will be no fears,
Nor worries,
Just pure
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s

When death seals the deal,
With a fare-well kiss,
My heart years,
And my muscles
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One cut for agony,
Another for hate,
Don't be sorrowful
For this was my
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