Self-Harm
Self-Hate
Mis-Used
Mis-Placed

My faith is running thin,
My world is turned upside down,
Always committing a sin,
The demons are forever bound

Self-Harm
Self-Hate
Mis-Used
Mis-Placed

The constant thought of purging,
The teasing of a knife,
The thought is always urging,
To end this helpless life
Self-Harm

Self-Hate
Mis-Used
Mis-Placed

The breaking of a single heart,
The pain whipping through my head,
Just when you think you’ll shatter apart,
The pain begins to numb instead

Self-Harm
Self-Hate
Mis-Used
Mis-Placed

My soul is now hollow,
I can no longer feel pain,
Take another pill to swallow,
In order to stay sane

Self-Harm
Self-Hate
Mis-Used
Mis-Placed

Living for tomorrow,
Yet stuck in the past,
Wallowing in my sorrow,
My life is fading fast

Self-Harm
Self-Hate
Mis-Used
Mis-Placed

The Valley of Desperation she has seemed to has sought,
She has traveled through the depths of Hell,
Longing for her pain to end,
To no longer be under Suicide's spell

To end her long time suffering,
To put the depression at bay,
She will travel even if it's the end of her,
That will be the only way

The Demons in her pressence,
Trying to persuade her the other way,
For time is of the essence,
There is no turning her away

She has become stronger within the second,
Less vulnerable within the minute,
Free within the hour,
Unstoppable with the day

She will not be defeated,
She will never step down,
The screams of vengance are hers,
It will be the only sound

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A stab in the chest,
A puncture to the  heart,
I seek internal rest,
Because you tore me apart

This is how I have been living,
This is my pain,
Darling, This is only the beginning,
I am on a high speed train

Not a single tear to shed,
Not a single heart to be broken,
I am better off dead,
This can be your token

You put me through hell,
You had it your way,
I am no longer under your spell,
I no longer have to stay

A stab in the chest,
A puncture of the heart,
I seek internal rest,
Because you tore me apart

A pure inncocent life,
You corrupted with hate,
This is how I will survive,
I guess you can call it fate

I took all the pain I can endeavor,
I put your insults at bay,
My heart is now severed,
I have nothing left to say

Look into my eyes,
Tell me you believe,
Do not speak your lies,
Its time for me to leave

A stab in the chest,
A puncture of the heart,
I seek internal rest,
Because you tore me apart

Every person has a story,
Each person has a life,
I'd want my words to be gory,
To end with a beautiful knife

I would want my story to be  a tragedy,
For everyone to know the Monster I have become,
I would want my setting to be dark and cloudy
Instead of a glorious translucent sun

I would want every one to feel the pain
The suffering that I have sought,
My life is a never-ending train,
Racing with each and every thought

I would want by enemies to feel each cut,
That has laid upon my wrist,
The scars that I have,
Still fate with a sick twist

I would want them to feel my heart that has broken,
Broken right apart,
To hear the silent words that I have spoken,
The sick and wonderful art

Most of all I would want them to remember my name,
To have it creep within every nightmare,
To feel an agonizing shame,
Because they are the one to **blame