A fatal imbalance occurred
Speech slurred
We are only capable of using small words
And God is the only thing that's pure

A foul stench in the air
But not even Judas could find a care
A paradox bouncing off the snare
Deranged and confused but definitely not aware

Muslims morphed into Hindus
Buddah didn't know what he got himself into
ravaged by the dominated Jews
The star of david was everyone's tattoo

We didn't know what we believed
Atheists were the only one's that could see
They believed in themselves but not very clearly
Religion was the beast and faith was the beauty

Training wheels to keep your filled head
From tipping over; egoistical
You straighten your back to clearly see
What's left of those muscles you showed
To the world
The world you shunned for not being worthy
Of that personality spray painted in fools gold
Spray painted to match that God awful tan
You spent getting in the summer that you wasted of mine
The summer weaved with pushed back memories
Oh, don't remind me
Oh, how the spring has brought the gift of an eye opener
Clearly revealing those training wheels
To hold you up from falling into your puddle of insecurities
You keep in a cup
Behind the shoe box of our dusty memories

Traipsing around your own obscurities
A little triangle; you're own trinity
I put a blind eye up to your window of equivocalness
I wasn't positive if you were that in to me

It's not just little crush for you, it's an obsession
Engrossed, hiding behind your false complexion
Everything was familiarly desolating
Who would've known you were enticed by your own progression

Stuck in your game of disturbing affliction
Years and years of built up absorbed addiction
Framed or ashamed of your heartless indulgence
The lies you hide underneath your table, caught fire from excessive friction

Your pompous smirk shakes my core
Violating my thoughts, you know you've won
My woeful cries wishes for your attention
An obvious cry out for affection, you think we're done

Please enlighten me on what flaws of mine get under your skin
Violating my ego, you know you've won
My constant apologies blooming from my ironic regret
An obvious invitation to take my all, you think we're done

I realize that it will take fortnights to rebuild our island
Violating my hope, you know you've won
My blatant loneliness only calls for you
An obvious cry out for affection, you think we're done

Oh Gabriel,
Your pathetic tendencies to make me feel at fault
My naive mind believes every bit of your accusations
What was I thinking when I said yes?
I was blind at every single occasion

Oh Gabriel,
My desperate heart latched onto your grasp
Another abusive relationship I have fell in
You're just like your father, you know nothing but hatred
I am miserable, no need for me to pretend

Oh Gabriel,
I know not what love is
and it's obvious that you are confused as well
You built me a nice cozy home I admired
In the pits of your burning hell

Oh Gabriel,
Why can't I let you go?
I know nothing about you but I'm so intrigued
The dark side really does have cookies
I guess I never really believed

Oh Gabriel,
I'm stuck in the dark side of the moon
Your lies is its capital
You write your ******* in pretty letters
Blinded, I fell in love with it all

Oh Gabriel,
Why do I love you?