I concede to your superiority,
     I get it you're the best.
I'm just a weak little girl,
     Who can't compete with the rest.

But I'm tired of being an afterthought,
     I've had it with these games.
It's your turn to bow to me,
     And suffer with the shame.

You say I'm overconfident,
I say I'm just prepared.
You say I'm confused,
I say I'm just aware.
You say I'm crazy and I agree,
But I don't care what you say,
Cuz this is simply me!

Looking for a place,
in this world empty space.
Searching for my life,
in this unknown place.

Looking for a path,
but all I see is darkness.
Nothing here to fill this space,
there's nothing left but blindness.

I wasted all my time,
looking for what I could not find,
but when I quit looking,
they all left me behind.

Now I'm alone,
on that same search again.
Still finding nothing,
hoping it will soon end.

Hiding from the truth, I'm covered in my lies.
No one knows what's true, I've hidden all the ties.
Hiding from the world, I tried to disappear.
Now I'm hiding from myself, all's left now is fear.

Trapped by my 'image', grabbed by your spell.
Twisted between your love and a life of endless hell.
Lost in my lies, left to be untrue.
Taken from this hell to a love that soon grew.

Drained of my emotions, left to be afraid.
Lost in this darkness, I found something new to crave.
Taken from my life, left to be insane.
Lost in this emptiness, I found something other than pain.

I wanna write my own ending,
Wanna hold my own destiny.

Figure it out all on my own
Be in charge of me.

Take control of my life
Be infinity…

When you wake up in the morning
and you see the sun rising just the same,
You realize you don't matter,
nothing you can do will make it change.
No matter how important you feel,
you know it will never be real.

The sun rises just the same.

Never really saw myself as artistic,
more like a science geek.
But the more I look at myself the more I see,
I really am unique.

Can't seem to find a place where I belong,
Not just like last time, when I thought I did but I was wrong.

And I remember all these things that happened to me,
I just wanna run and forget not wake and remember this tragedy.

Take it back now, take back the words you say.
I don't ever want to remember this day!

How can you live knowing you did this to me?
I hope you suffer everyday knowing you're guilty.

Feels like I'm losing,
little pieces of myself,
cuz with each call I make,
it feels more like this is just our fate.

Never knowing the truth,
destine to wade through all these lies,
but I don't know if I can survive,
failing your trusting eyes.

But I put this brave face on,
and just hope you don't see,
the absolute terror,
that's hiding inside me.