You broke me
I thought I was bullet proof
I am bullet proof
But you showed up with a crow bar
And magic in a bottle
You chipped away at my brick box
Handing me comfort through the small holes in a shot glass
And pulling me out.
How you did it
I don't really know
And even though I am rebuilding
I will rebuild it the same way
So you can come back with your crow bar
And your magic in a bottle.

I don't understand,
This is not something I am afraid to admit.
But don't judge me for not knowing,
Teach me so I understand.

My body hurts
Everywhere
My head aches
My heart aches
And no matter how hard
I squeeze my muscles
How much heat or ice I apply
No matter how many
Chocolates I eat
How much wine I drink
Everywhere
My body hurts

I honestly believe that there is no such thing as a bad choice
Because no matter what you choose
You will always learn a lesson
Even if the lesson is just that next time,
You need to make a better choice.

Sometimes
When I'm doing something that feels wrong
I push myself to keep going
And pray to God
It eventually feels right.

When I told you I wasn't ready I meant it
But then you looked at me as if you thought otherwise
And I questioned myself.
When I told you I was ready I meant it
But then you looked at me as if you thought otherwise
But I never questioned myself.

In life there are many things that I can be
They say I can be anything I want
I can fly among the stars and land on the moon
I can save people from burning buildings
I can build people's homes
I can teach those who will be the worlds future
I can be a mother
I can be anything I want

But the one thing I have trouble being
Is me