I don't seek love. It is revenge.
And right now I don't understand your meaning of "friends".
Can you make this situation a bit more clear?
The words "it's over" is what I want to hear.
Be a ******* man and stop tucking your **** in between your legs like a *****.
Say what you mean and need to say so we can get on with it.
Yeah it will hurt but don't we all get over it.
I hope the same thing happens to you over and over again.
I will find somebody new eventually that will do the same thing.
And the cycle will end never.
Because there is no love affair that last forever.....

You know I never found the right spot on his shoulder.
And stupidly I wonder why it is now over.
Our conversations so empty.
I never got that safe feeling when he held me.
Conversations so empty we barley spoke.
But why now when he his gone is that I miss him the most?
When I think about it there is actually nothing to miss.
But there was just something about the way his lips touched my lips when we kissed.
And his stare, those eyes looking deep into mine.
One of the best feelings I've encountered.
But there is no chemistry there is no connection.
And still I love him.
Even though it has been months.
Since I've heard his voice or felt his touch.
I miss our emptiness much, oh so very much.....

There better be a reason to why I was put on this earth.
Becuase I have been suffering like it's my talent.
I have yet to find the meaning of life.
I have yet to actually live it.
I love to sing with such passion but no one can hear me.
I want to know what it is I am suppose to do because I've tried everything.
They say there is an explanation for all the things but no one helps me find it.
I change the person I want to be everyday like it is a shirt.
I find myself as pathetic as everyone else on this earth.
Yes I am talking about you and you and you.
Don't you dare get upset because you know it's the truth.

If you would just let me kiss you...
I know you would like it.
And if you would just let me hold you..
I know you wouldnt fight it.
I want to solve all your problems with my smile.
God I just want you to give me a chance.
Let's have a dance.
Let your heart feel my heart.
Keep your skin warm with my skin.
You should let me in.

Memories are my enemies.
They dont let me forget.
They relive every ******* moment.
They keep reminding me you left.
You are now my memory.
Due to you being all they consist of.

I want a love so unexpected.
It hits me like a thunder bolt.
I want a love that comes out of no where.
A love that is pure and unconditional.
I want to share the same thoughts.
I want to have the same feelings.
I want to be your steady rock.
I want to help with the healing.
I want to find him now Lord.
Why cant you have me meet him?
Is he in another state or country?
Or is he only present when I am dreaming?

You're not going to do this again.
I wont let you.
Convince that you love me.
Drown me in your lies.
No sir not this time.
Well maybe I am lying.
You did it again......
Pathetic

He spoke with silence...
My mind went crazy.
His eyes stripped me naked...
And my heart went lazy.
We could smell my desperatness in the air.
But with look on his face I knew he didnt care.
So I let him take me..
To where I do not know.
Because I still feel empty...
As I gather my clothes.
I knew this would happen.
But still I did it.
I'm just waiting for the write moment.
So I could finally live in it.

Should I let you destroy me?
Should I let you own me?
Or should I just walk away?
I doubt that you're thinking of me when you're sipping slowly
on that beer that makes you melt the pain.
You look so troubled darling can I ask you something?
Was this really just a one time thing?

Because I've been thinking lately.
That things will change.
And I've been wondering baby.
If you feel the same.

It might be the distance between us.
It might be this social crowd.
But as the fire flickered over your face.
Emotions we spoken silently aloud.

It was just you and me and this distance between.

Your red hair is like fire.
Sending tingles through my fingertips.
And the freckles casing body indicate every place I want to kiss.
I barley know you but it does not seem to matter at all.
I just want to know that we can become more than what we are.
You are a stranger to me but your body isn't.
Why can't the stars align to make this dream come true.
I only had you for one night and the memory is fading too soon.

You're like that little bit of juice I thought I had left in my cup.
Foolishly I reach to take a sip, but it is gone.
Then you're like that candy that doesn't really taste good.
But still I continue to eat it anyways...
Sometimes you're like the rain.
I like the smell of it. I like the sound of it.
But when I get caught in it; I end up so cold and I am left ashamed.
And at times you're like thunder...
Kind of like dangerously beautiful.
You're like the mornings that I dread before sleep...
You still make your appearance and shine your presence through my sheets.
And at last you're like the night...
Dark, frightening, and qiuet.
Where no one knows the secrets, tricks and importance behind it.