You're like that little bit of juice I thought I had left in my cup.
Foolishly I reach to take a sip, but it is gone.
Then you're like that candy that doesn't really taste good.
But still I continue to eat it anyways...
Sometimes you're like the rain.
I like the smell of it. I like the sound of it.
But when I get caught in it; I end up so cold and I am left ashamed.
And at times you're like thunder...
Kind of like dangerously beautiful.
You're like the mornings that I dread before sleep...
You still make your appearance and shine your presence through my sheets.
And at last you're like the night...
Dark, frightening, and qiuet.
Where no one knows the secrets, tricks and importance behind it.

You know I never found the right spot on his shoulder.
And stupidly I wonder why it is now over.
Our conversations so empty.
I never got that safe feeling when he held me.
Conversations so empty we barley spoke.
But why now when he his gone is that I miss him the most?
When I think about it there is actually nothing to miss.
But there was just something about the way his lips touched my lips when we kissed.
And his stare, those eyes looking deep into mine.
One of the best feelings I've encountered.
But there is no chemistry there is no connection.
And still I love him.
Even though it has been months.
Since I've heard his voice or felt his touch.
I miss our emptiness much, oh so very much.....

Memories are my enemies.
They dont let me forget.
They relive every ******* moment.
They keep reminding me you left.
You are now my memory.
Due to you being all they consist of.

I want a love so unexpected.
It hits me like a thunder bolt.
I want a love that comes out of no where.
A love that is pure and unconditional.
I want to share the same thoughts.
I want to have the same feelings.
I want to be your steady rock.
I want to help with the healing.
I want to find him now Lord.
Why cant you have me meet him?
Is he in another state or country?
Or is he only present when I am dreaming?