My brightest star, my heart's one burning flame,
I've walked among the shadows of my mistakes; I proudly own the blame.
The way I went about it, the words I chose to say,
Still echoes thoughts of how I acted. I see it now and I quickly saw it then, where my mind went astray. A darkened cover veiled my mind; it started to lead me away.
The irritation and nusience I was to you, over something so trivial, yet still was very real,
A emotion I caused, I deeply could feel.
I imagined your eyes, soft, growing dim with discouragement,
My reckless hurricane became your wind and rain.
At first, I blinded myself and missed the signs, the quiet plea,
You're silently screaming, "God, please let her let me be." Getting lost in myself is a struggle I face every now and then.
I failed to take your heart and mind in consideration.
But this amazing love, your sweet grace, it holds me tightly still,
A mirror now clear, from the fog that left it on this hill.
I've learned and I'm still learning; I've grown, I'm still growing through this thick, hard lens,
To stop these ways, because one day it won't be so easy to make amends.
So, baby, I stand before you, with my heart laid open and bare,
With all the understanding woven through the once-tense air.
For you, always, and with my soul, I'll always right any wrongs.
Our lovely, powerful bond, my wish is for it to be forever strong.
You deserve a break for your mind.
Not having to listen to any complaints or drama that I find.
You are understanding and leading me through my overwhelming ways.
It has opened my eyes to things I realize I can control and will control for the rest of my days.
To my Love RL🫂💋❤️