Day 2 of not hearing a word from you.
At first it killed me, but now the pain is slowly becoming less painful.
I love you , but leaving me like this isn't the type of thing I wanted... I don't hate you ..
I hate myself for writing these things down so I won't cry over some dumb boy like you.
Man you played me so well congrats
because you played it so well that I can't hate you because.....
**** IT I LOVE YOU......

you played me so well
I fell for those sweet words of yours
I love you he said

Would you look at that
We didnt even say goodbye
Was it even an end? Or was it temporary?
What can we do when two people like each other
but..
One just feels too hurt to like back
You wanna be back to the same feeling/moment
Yea it was amazing but you don’t understand how much this heart cried
Seeing you happy but not with her
Asking herself where she’d go wrong if all she did was dub everyone for
you
You prob didn’t ask her but she did it because her heart only wanted
You
Now its all an end
She can’t deal with this type of *******
Someone who is just gonna hurt her and not take it serious
It’s sad but this is the final goodbye

Imagine getting a free pass to anywhere would you take it or leave it?
Of course you would take it as I did.
We both know we won't regret it
why you may ask...
it's a get away from all the ******* people have caused or to get away from the stress that has been bothering you for days.
It's about time you forget about the ones who hurt you or stress you the most.
We have to also love ourselves be able to enjoy a day just about you and no one else.
of course when you come back it's all going to be there but at least you took a break and thought about the things you want to solve or leave it as it is.
Trust me no matter who you leave behind even if you don't want too they will always be there because no matter how far you go or take to come back they will be there waiting for you and that is what I call true love.
So risk it and take the free pass to anywhere you will love to go as I am taking the freedom pass.

my mind kept saying no
but
my heart kept on saying "go for it "
I did and look where it got us
a full moon outside and there we kissed
it felt amazing I never had such an amazing feeling since the last person who broke me
I looked up and told myself
do not feel anything
I guess it didn't work
now all I can think about is you and a simple
kiss you gave me

did I see myself in your eyes?
did I fall involve with your words or your heart?
you made me feel special. I fell for you like a deep deep sinkhole that I could not get out till now.
you made my world light up with colors but you also took them away.
your actions never hurt me more than your words did
Im not hurt I've just come to reality to noticed I never meant what you told me I was.
never was I your first priority but I sure was your last.
without a heart beat I will always help you but im sorry honey it came to end up to leave and just have the doubt if I ever did loved you.

Lets pretend for a sec that I love you
I let you control my heart however you want
Will you play with it or take care of it as if it were a piece of glass
Thats what I thought…
Maybe you decided to play with it because deep inside you know you’re
Not ready for something real
It’s all about just having something “quick”
Think about why no one can take you serious when it comes to love
Because all youre past “loves”
Have been  a lie
you… yes you
Just havent let anyone get to know the real you
Because youre afraid of getting broken as you have
To these simple caring
hearts…
The ones that trusted you to not
Break
them
The ones that just loved you
Even after all your
lies.