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Aoife Mairéad Feb 2012
Throw it down to the stage
let down your guard
place your worship on this altar
the cackles of men and witches preside over all.
Keep these Gods in their cage, or free them
it’s all down to you
but they must be appeased
they bring you to your knees
with string and cymbal
withdrawn or symbol
watch them hard
as their eyes roll back in their skulls
the keepers of music; they hold the halter
or release it  for you.
I'm not sure exactly what to title this, I've gone with 'Centre stage' for the moment as it's about musicians...
Aoife Mairéad Feb 2012
Broke the straw across her back,
so she snapped, never turning back
Bruised her arm by joking accident
with all the malice of death’s intent.

No natural love or paternal instinct
to catch
the tears she’s choked
with your hands on her throat.

Touch her again and the demons will get you
tell her to end herself before you do;
and the death you deserve will befall you
slow, alone and barren.

Better to have left long ago or
confronted your own lineage-issued father and
let yourself be disowned
than be the ******* you are.

Leave her be
middle child,  
second accident
of the disappointing gender.

How dare you lay a finger on an innocent child?
You’ll never be absolved in anyone’s eyes.

Raised by fools, you’ve ruined your gift.
The daughter you never wanted
may never say it,
but will grow up to spite you.

Suffer like she does.

She’s been soaking it up now
for a while
but the blood flow continues
from deep wells of wounds.

She can’t take this load anymore
the people she carries
don’t love her and she’s
parched but still going.

Surviving on a lump in her throat
as she’s dragged through sandstorms and beatings.
Aoife Mairéad Feb 2012
I collapsed back and marked the ugly beige paint once.
The word ‘accident’ formed thereafter and the
desire to keep going was like a hunger.

Day one hundred in a flurry of lost days.
No sun anymore
My only vitamins came from bottles and boxes and lips
The temptation to scrawl on the wall grew.

I want our hall in our future home
covered with words so when someone leaves
at a loss for what to say
there will be plenty of choice.
Aoife Mairéad Feb 2012
Perhaps the rotund shape is an illness infesting,
a sickness in you or a death to youth.
End all the life.
Never had much energy, never did much for free;
just drifted, drank tea.
Please god, whom I have forsaken,
please God I don’t believe in, please don’t take me.
This little lump could be a bump,
I don’t want an amorous tumour or a
parasite right now.
Aoife Mairéad Feb 2012
Domestic violence is far more glamorous than contact dermatitis.
Feel disgusting. Fall face down in bleach, it’s the only way to go.
You only write a mere two lines then leave.
Aoife Mairéad Feb 2012
Peeled away the paint to reveal
an angel face
the world falls about
but we swoon around the room.
Free me like I let you out
of that caged mind.
We were both buried and chained inside.
Aoife Mairéad Dec 2011
So I painted all my nails blue, to help me feel better when I’m feeling that colour,

You can’t imagine the satisfaction it gives to be free.

First month of nothingness can bring sad jazz,

but in time I’ll change the hues.

— The End —