the one you thought you trusted,
ended up being the one who backstabbed you,
lied to you,
spoke poorly about you,
and became the person they promised they wouldn't be

I dont care who's feelings I hurt anymore,
because when mine were involved,
nobody cared

just because I dont react,
doesn't mean I never noticed,
the things you did and said behind my back,
just don't forget,
I notice everything

I've been so different,
and I've been at my worst beacuase I have had people use me,
lie to me,
stab me
and put me down to the dumps