you're set to go off
it's difficult, hard to hold on to
you're spiraling,, i'm not
free of the consequences anymore
but you'll get stuck at the bottom
I can't let you go and
I can't get out
you'll die down, storm out
but instead you're stupid and fearless
and i'm taking the fall
we'll blow up
your heart in my hands
keeping time, until we
start again
we won't let go, I swear
we should know better
destination, explosion
you've got no way out, my dear
and you're still crashing, spinning dancing away
from me
there's one way, no way, but
I wouldn't have it any other way

I woke up alone
I wish I could change
they're tearing me apart inside
I'm just a travesty
and you aren't my friend, keep all you've got
keeping this up, whatever it is,
dear it isn't safe
give me a solution
your expertise is not for me
that arrogance can't get you anywhere
just smile at everything they'll
be fine with or without you
you've never been my friend
you'll be lucky if a memory of you even remains
choke on your misery, darling, because
my lungs are giving out
and the waved crashing on the sea
could pull me under
you're a fool
you can't tear me apart like a blade, a hurricane
I'm a bone, flesh, you're just a boy
but I'll continue to smile at everything
and keep misery to myself

Steal my kisses
intoxicate yourself in the darkness
get painfully lost with your flaming heart
wage a war inside yourself
get caught in lies and
sound the alarm
we're stuck in a picture
ignite yourself
double up and create a new beginning
go down
we won't go together
tonight
you'll set fire with a passion and
you'll conflict in ways
you couldn't merely understand
before
I happened to you
There's no need to begin something
When what you want
is fighting
for you

As I choke on my breath
I watch you leave out of the corner of my eye
It's cold here now without your sun
drunken sun that you are
And now I'm conversing with a gun
It's frightening me, as I fly forward into
those million ways to end my
unnecessary life
I hope you're having a really good time with her
I try to think of happy thoughts but
the only thing of a million ones
clouding my mind is you
I'll wash you down with something strong,
and watch stars fall
until everything I have known is a blur
and it is all the same
It's still cold
You slide into her bed
lull your darling into sleep
Palm Springs has nothing on the luxurious life you two lead
that ****** taste you left still remains
torturing me
and I hope you're having a wonderful time