My life is dedicated to others
Expectations.
No achievement noteworthy,
No glory.
But every moment spent useless.

And thus the car came to rest,
A ton or two astride my chest.
It siphoned out all of my breath,
Left me wheezing, near to death.
Embraced, I, cold steel and concrete.

The world keeps crashing down down down.
While the rooms spins round and round.
And my mind is such a whirl,
From all these stupid girls
Playing games with my heart.
And tearing me apart.