Alone
Have you ever had a thought, its meaning full of clarity?
Finding that when shared with others, being understood; a rarity
Your likes and dislikes thought Lame even amongst your kin
Everyone remembering your defeats, and forgets your wins
A one hundred ton boulder, being pushed up a greasy hill.
Most of those called friends, quick to voice support, very few; actually will
A walk in the park is not as easy as they make it sound
When you are shackled with burdens and facing an uneven ground.
Shoes weighing no less than a ton, same as the monkey on my shoulder
Still holding onto that inner flame, but still seems like it’s getting colder
The voices in my head, screaming in a language that I do not know
The fruit of my labor planted, but still do not grow.
I struggle to be heard, over this life’s muffled tone
I want to completely excepted, as well as left completely alone
It’s when I am alone that I find myself, and the power I possess
Its alone I can understand where I was and map my progress
It is alone that I can listen to the voice in my head, now clearer
It is alone that I can converse with that man in the mirror.
So note that it’s not alone that I fear, But drowning in the sea.
Alone is where I belong, in the search of the one and only Me.