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A B Perales Aug 2015
I'm counting
on all of
the things
I've already done
to get me
through all of
what I won't
do tomorrow.
A B Perales Aug 2015
The first time
I was too young
to do
anything else but
enjoy it.

Trying to understand it
was too much
like thinking.

And when you're young
and as free as I was
you didn't spend
too much time on thinking
about anything at all.

When I was young a thought
became a deed before I had
a chance to think it
over again.
A B Perales Aug 2015
She told me
everything powerful
always remains hidden.

I remained silent when
she reached across the
candle lit counter and exposed
her arm past the wrist as
she topped off her glass.

I showed no emotion as
she unintentionally exposed
the flesh beneath
the sleeve of her knitted
second hand sweater.

She told me how the
pills and the ***** had
replaced the priest and
the sacrificial wine.

I kept my eyes on her
drink as the ***** quivered
from the surface tension
along the rim of the smokey
highball glass.

She told me she was too fast
for love but too afraid to be alone.

I took my time with my own bitter
drink as she continued on.

She said she wanted more
sedation and less acceleration.

She wanted ice cubes for her drinks
that didn't melt so fast.

She wanted Winehouse back
and for the butterflies to come to
her.

She wanted to light up the
darkness like Goya did.

But most of all she wanted
everything she wrote down
to leave her forever.

All I wanted was to help get
her through the night.

I started by tucking my fighting
knife away and by really listening
while ignoring the marks on
her arm.

Those hurtful jagged scars
of a Cutter.
A B Perales Jul 2015
Mad
squirrels
dash across
live power
lines.
A B Perales Jul 2015
I tried and was
attacked.

I shared and was
ridiculed.

I presented evidence
that they all
refused to see.

In the end I took
care of only
my own.

I contributed to the
illusion
by remaining silent.

I lived out my days
shielding my thoughts
from them  all.

Spent my remaining
years away from the fray
where the wild dogs
still grin at the sight
of the moon.
A B Perales Jul 2015
In these times it takes nothing
more than a ray shining
through a window to
ignite the flames of war.

Those lying talking
heads who play on your
emotions while sticking
to the script and dishing
out the fears.

The Politicians who guide our fate
and ship our young to fight in
foreign wars in far away
foreign lands.

Our leaders are like small children
upon dangerous weapons.

And death rides with them.
A B Perales Jul 2015
I seen him again today
sitting on the cold
metal bench with
his worn cane resting
against his aching knee.

He had his blue prison issue
watch cap pulled on tight
covering his
bald head and most
of his eyes.

He had thick white hairs
poking out of his long ago
broken nose.

Fat blue green veins
and liver spots ran
along his swollen
and scarred
calloused hands.

He had a  faded tattoo
between his
thumb and index finger of
a distorted 9 legged spider
with the word VENOM.

His conversation is at best
minimal, he's here to pay his
due. Just as the Doctors and
Nurses aren't here to comfort you.
They're here to keep you alive
even if you don't want to be.

They'll spend thousands of dollars
to keep you breathing,
they want what's owed.

I take a seat across from
him in the cold uncomfortable
holding tank they call a
waiting room.

He gives me a nod,
I return his gesture.

His left hand shakes,
a large hand at one
time a dangerous one.

His bottom lip sticks out,
his right eye droops and
the tattooed teardrops
droop along with it.

I look without staring.
I've heard he killed men
with his bare hands when he was
young, when he was strong.

A sick of it all nurse
approaches the cage and
calls his name.

He slowly uses his cane
to stand as his ancient knee caps
pop then says,
" They want their pound of flesh,
I'm a stubborn *******".

He looks at me and winks
then smiles a toothless
warriors smile.

I smile because I know he
means it .

He limps past.
He pays his debts.












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