I know i’m stupid, ugly, fat and lazy,
And sometimes I get a little bit crazy.
Crazy of the people who judge about me all the time,
And I always need to pretend i’m fine.
I try so hard to convince myself that it’s okay,
To feel  this way.
But my feelings could mean everything,
Or just nothing at all.
And I would not like,
To see myself fall.
Again.

When you look outside in the middle of the night,
You’ll see the stars shine, shining so bright.
With rain comming up, the clouds are here.
And I don’t think they will disappear.
Rain falling on the ground,
Hearing that amazing sound.
Sitting in silence,
Listening to the rain.
Lost in your mind,
Whit thoughts driving you insane.
Sitting alone in your room,
Staring at the beautiful  moon.
Seeing the stars, shining so bright.
In the middle of the night.

One day, everything fell out of place.
I walked right into the maze.
Feeling so lost and confused,
Torn apart, ready to lose.
Hurt, broken, must I go on ?
Lonely , sad, it’s happening for so long.

Alone,
Sad,
Broken,
Hurt.

These feelings can’t be cured.
They’ll stay forever in my mind,
The words people spoke that are so unkind.

Empty,
Afraid,
Unloved,
Not good enough.

My life became so tough.
But still, I try to stay strong,
Even when everything goes wrong.

Ghosts are comming into town,
Everybody, scream and shout.
Only the happy people scream,
But the broken ones don't care, it seems.
The ghosts are taking over this place,
While singing this happy song they made.
'' Oh oh, sing along.
The humans are finally dead and gone.
The happiness that we killed,
Oh oh, i'm so thrilled.''
And suddenly the ghosts disappeard,
But actually, no one cheered.
The happiness is gone,
and so is my soul.
The happy thoughts are killed,
in this place they don't belong.