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606 Apr 2018
i don't want your pity,
your sympathy,
your tears.

Because it isn't real,
isn't genuine,
isn't sincere
606 Apr 2018
I said I was fine,
well I was lying

I said I was happy,
but really I was dying

You said "don't cry"
but it was useless

You said stay strong,
yet you could care less

Stop pretending to care,
because false feelings aren't fair
606 Mar 2018
What is love?

An emotion?

A lifestyle?

A person?

Love is when you see a flaw,
And fill it with perfection

It's when you see a tear,
And catch it before it falls

Love is when your walls crumble,
along with your fears

It's when you try everything,
and anything for a touch

Love is full of longing,
and lust

Love is open,
or secret

Whichever, it's when you live for their touch

Their lips

Their voice

Their everything
606 Mar 2018
Lie
Cold, wet, shaking
Stood there, slept there, fell in there
Feel lost, feel gone, yet I wander between

My soul left my body long before
He left me to die
Staring into my reflection
Watching my blink

Screaming was useless
When I'm the only one who can hear

Eyes refocus on me
I'm all they see

Smile before they blink
Eat before the think

Save me from who resembles you
Before I have to lie to you too
606 Mar 2018
Fed the pill of insanity
The labeled me
Crazy

The light shined in my eyes
I realized I was blind

Humoring me and my perfect sanity
To me it was more

I've tasted freedom
And I don't plan on leaving
606 Mar 2018
Our lives are not our own.
From womb, to tomb, we are bound by others.
And by each crime, and kindness, we birth our future.
“Everything bad that’s ever happened is my fault.
      Nobody wants me here.
I don’t have a family.
                  Everything I touch falls apart.
       Maybe I deserve to be alone.
Why would they care?
   I am nobody.
I never came when they needed me.
   I am a failure.
Stupid *******, make a wish.
   I wish I was dead.”
I want it to end.
  I’ve always wondered if there was something wrong with me.
    Ever since I was young, I felt like I didn’t belong.
       I always thought I wasn’t good enough, so I never showed the real me.
         I hated myself.
But then I realized something important.
    That no matter how alone and helpless I felt,
          whenever I looked around me,
             I saw millions of shinning stars.
No matter how scared,
  Once I finally jumped,
      My wings started to grow.
And the further I flew,  
    The stronger I got,
       And I know you can be strong too.
606 Mar 2018
The neon lights mock me
The siren alarms me

But that didn't stop me

Heartbroken defeat is all I feel

I hear the call, the whistle, music to my ears
Yet dangerous to my heart

If I had been there when you called, would you have lived?
Or just survived like I did

My first love, oh how silently you have gone
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