anonymous

anonymous Oct 2014

can I please move countries
so I never have to see your face again?
so the memories we made never replay everytime I see a picture of you
so I don't feel your lips against my neck
and so I don't feel your arms wrapped around me?
because I don't want to feel you
and I don't want to love you
because I am only hurting myself doing so
so please get me out of here

*a

anonymous Sep 2014

missing you vs missing memories

I thought I was over you
until I came across a song I used to play
when my nights got lonely and thoughts of you filled my mind

I thought I was over you
until I kissed someone else and pulled back hoping it was really you

I thought I was over you
until I picked up that phone I bought in the 7th grade;
the phone we both promised we'd get just so we'd match & be "real" best friends

but maybe I am over you

the only problem is the thoughts and memories of us that still linger when I play those stupid songs
remember your stupid lips
and pick up that stupid phone with no intention of calling you ever again

*a

anonymous Jul 2014

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you are a living human
that carries all my secrets
and feelings from a time not too long ago
yet when our eyes meet on the streets
it's as if our lips are glued shut
and I realize that we are no longer the people we used to be
and that our friendship is history
but you are a living human
a walking human who knows everything about me
and it's crazy how this all worked out;
how when people see us
they could confuse us for strangers
because when the time comes
our eyes meet
yet our words don't because
we cannot even say hi

and that is so sad.

*a

anonymous Jul 2014

inhale, exhale

inhale
I took a breath of you
cause I was addicted
and god you tasted so good
but you were like a stupid cigarette
and at the time I loved you so much...
my escape from everything...
but after a couple puffs, you burned out
and completely disappeared
but that's okay because
you always seemed to come back
....
I took more and more puffs–
little did I know
that cigarettes were slowly killing my lungs
the way you quickly broke my heart
I was dying...
I still only wanted you...
but you were nowhere to be found
and although I enjoyed you all these years
the long term effect has destroyed me
so thanks for being the cause of my stress
and the thing that helped me overcome it
but I quit smoking
and I quit loving you
and I know they say quitters never prosper
but I still feel like a ******* winner
exhale

**a

anonymous Jun 2014

just a ******* friend?

just friends don't look at me like you do, no, they do not hold my hand and kiss my face like you do baby if we're just friends why do you run your fingers through my hair and bring me on walks I'll never forget, good god, just friends? that's right because just friends plan their future together and can't wait to get older so they can be free to love each other endlessly. who the **** are we kidding when you take me out on friendly dates then invite me to your house to watch a movie just as your friend? just friends don't forget about a movie then cuddle like we do and I mean can you please explain to me why you couldn't let me go home when it was passed my curfew, my friend? can you tell me that? it was because we were never just ******* friends to begin with. you knew it. I knew it. and everyone around us knew it.
I guess you were just too ******* ashamed to call me something that was more than just your ******* friend.

*a

anonymous Jun 2014

did you so soon forget?

every so often I like to believe you still think about me
maybe you remember the smell of my hair
or the way my neck always craved your lips

maybe you remember the scars on my body
or the way my eyes always drowned in my tears

it's raining out and you know how I love to cry with the rain
you know I hated the sight of sadness by one's self

or was I so soon forgotten?

*a