When body shakes of confusion
He never thinks of me.
As time forces its tension
He never thinks of me.
He never thinks of me.
He never thinks of me.
He never thinks of me.
Down I lay to wonder
He never thinks of me.
I give in, I surrender
He never thinks of me.
Does he ever think of me?
Perhaps,
Maybe,
If only.
I, a tiger
He, unaware.
Both still lonely.

Complacent me
You are a toy of mine
As I watch you move
I control your soul and mind
But it’s all inside my head
I’m *******, ****** up
Temporary pleasure
Fills
The night
Becomes morning, slowly
Kills me
I die
I die
I die
Every time…

The world changes sometimes
It starts as a big blue ice
then it melts as the dogmas slip away
from the hands of the strangers.
And when it melts it is beautiful...
Everything that makes a soul dance.
No squares or other shapes,  
no fittings...
simply existing
in space
freely and eternally
swimming around
nothingness.

Relationships are ****** up.
But from time to time we want it.
Hope settles down like a needy cloud on life
& it gets tough to run away
from all the beautiful possibilities
One person
Can
Bring
In a day or less.
Then soon after your heart gets stolen
By the LOVER
Along with the mind, sometimes.
And you dive down into a black hole.
& Scream out how naive you are
To the world.
You haven't learned anything?
Stupid girl.
You welcomed this hope into your life!
The Lover could care less…
He always cares less than you do.