The world is an oyster
But it is not mine
I'm only one person
I'm only one mind
I'm only one second
In the concept of time
I really don't matter
It's quite clear to see        
But I matter forever
Since I matter to me

Sit pretty
Smile wide
Even though
You're dead inside
Take a breath
And force them down
All your emotions
Till you drown  
Only then will they all see
How picture perfect I could be

She is my person
When I cry I turn to her
When I want to die I turn to her
She listens and she speaks
Softly, gently, understanding    
When I worsen
She's there for me
She's given me help
She's made me speak
She is strong when I am weak

White walls
White walls
So near to the end
If I struggled a bit more      
I could be free again

Free to run
Free to dance
Not just sitting
In a trance
Staring at all these
White walls.

Smothered in love
Struggling to breathe
All I want
Is for them to leave

They just want to help
Not worsen my life
It's just much more pressure
Which leads to more strife

"Suicide is selfish
Dont be a victim"                    
All a load of
Paradox in a can

Who truly knows    
How it goes?
One day it starts
The feeling only grows

One day I take charge
Only I know
How much to take
To overdose

But remember kids
Suicidals are only
"Selfish victims"
So don't shed a tear
When they are not here

Brave
Courageous
Loved by all
Only after we fall.
In life we are
Fragile
Depressive
Unstable.
Able to change yet
Unwilling to try
Nobody knows until
The day that you die