Winter left behind
a labyrinth of addictions,
chains of solitude
that took you the whole summer
to break,
Long sleeves on a sunny day,
pockmarked with exhausted pain,
delivered in fractures
only you can see on your face.
The mirror: a split-screen
of everything you see
versus
everything that you feel.
You have been staring
at your plate until everything
has grown cold.
You have drowned yourself in changes:
it is no wonder you do not feel whole.
Winter left behind
a fraction of yourself.
You scale the branches
in the bloom
only to wake up ******,
alone,
another winter's afternoon.
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