A master of disaster, guru of my craft;
Staff-wielding wizard of all that is daft.
**** around and **** up and just not give a ****.
Realized my life is more than just **** for luck.
Some believe in karma, others reside in fate,
I believe I was named well to match my mind state.
Hate on my hand, counter balanced was the plan,
Descriptions of relationships, the ones I can't stand.
Metaphorically speaking, my life is such a ****.
Can U Not Tell? Its not just brash, but clearly blunt.
Its not all that bad, I know, its just hard for me to tell
Where all the angels are, if you're all living in my hell.

Please don't leave me,
I don't want to be alone.
I don't know how you feel,
But when you're here its home.
I'm calm, and comfortable.
Able to focus, and be real.
I have a broken heart, yes.
But..
My love wounds attempt to heal.
Love wounds my attempts to heal.
I trust too much, can't handle or deal
When I get let down; get in bad ordeals.
Afflicted, my name it says it all, and I say:
I didn't ask to be born, to grow up this way.
I never asked for a mom, or cried out for a dad.
If they left or they stayed, I wouldn't be mad.
But I never got the option, not even to care.
Dare to be aware of knowing no one was ever there?
I hate the feeling, it hits me deep in my chest
My personality reflects traits that may not be best;
I crave your affection. Really bad, you don't know..
I just need all that love that i consistently show.
I'm afraid to be forgotten, I'm afraid to let you go.

Please don't leave me,
I can't be alone..

I want to say I love you
Then again, I'm afraid
You may not say it back
or may not feel the same

Every time I'm with you
I close my eyes and dream
Sleep overcomes me
Like the way I keep feeling

I'd never let you down
If you just give me that chance
I know our love is true
After taking a second glance

Timing may not be perfect
But I can make time for you
I just hate sitting, watching
Falling apart, my heart unglues
I'm not asking for everything
All I want you to do
Love me true, be loyal
And I'll be devoted to you too

All these nights I've stayed up late
Straining hard to contemplate
All love lost will forever be
All connection between you and me

Everything's gone, they won't come back
The times we've had, I've lost all track
I never was, and I'll never be
The other half that makes you complete

All this grief, all regrets
Sunset comes, the setting sets
In the dark, I'll watch me fall
These words for time mean nothing at all