Take another hit,
another sip-
just for that ******* second
of gorgeousness.
When what you knew was never there
besides another fight,
Escape becomes your only chance and
Drugs become your right.
The worst thing is
I know they're mine
and I even see the signs-
when all I have is crumbling-
when ***** is divine.
I'm losing thought
And everything
I thought that I would need-  
It hurts me every time
I wake
and every time I see.

You taste like heaven.
You make me worse.
What's your last name?*
What's your first?

**** your feelings.
Just
Use me.

Silver scars to my fingertips,
Slits and rips all down my hips,
Mirrors broken under influence-
Because I just couldn't handle it.
I wished for hands that see
And hearts to feel
But delusions of the populous
Had mass appeal.
Their masks revealed
Every kid ever under it
Was a smoking gun
There to shoot
The son unfit.