Doctors and nurses digging through my head trying to find the pieces that connect to my insanity they think they can help me but I know they can't they lock me up every day a perfect prison they say however my true prison is inside my head I yell I shout I scream everything is aching I'm surrounded in darkness and my own Agony
That repulsive thing It removes every living thing in its path It brings destruction, agony, jealousy, depression , regret, hopelessness, never ending war It **** my mother and my brothers It desisted my world That repulsive creature
This thing holding me Wrapping itself around me Like an anchor that won't go Drowning me deeper and deeper Until I can no longer see the light at the end of the tunne Taking me by the hand to the house of the slaughter Stripping me naked in front of my agony and finally my emotion