my heart bleeds
a thick, red ooze
seeping through the cracks
all the burdens i hold
have finally breached
sorrow, pain
these dark clouds
have overwhelmed
i had you
i have lost you
the very seal of my sanity
i cred and i begged
but i knew deep inside
i have lost
every chance
every possibility
within my pain, i see you
and i heard an awful sound
a bone chilling crack
that centered deep in my chest
i cannot change what has passed
you walk away
i fall in my sorrow
a black hole in my sanity

I need you. You fit with me, you hold me and i am complete. the smell of you is always familiar. i fight with my mother and it never bothers you. you are just like my best friend you forgive me and i forgive and forget because you just mean that much. music? the same or you will listen to my music, good music. Where are you? It's 2oclock in the morning and i'm not tired, neither are you. were standing outside in the freezing cold, you are fine just standing there with me splitting a cigarette and laughing. i care too much but so do you, so you tell me you will love me forever? i know you mean it because i know that look in your eyes. you are perfect but to you, so am i. you're not scared; not to say anything and not to show it. you want me and i want you. you are the love of my life, i just haven't found you yet. i hope i do soon, and i know you do too. I love you.