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angryredwoman Jan 2014
You, the one who lost the silver hope
the one who sold the only thing that owned.
Nothing fills the hollow blindness in it
You tried to escape from that obnoxious dream.

No white light dwells in your gaze, nor your hands.
A whisper fades in the wind.
A black restless sighs rings your fantasies,
Bird that flew so far away never got the chance.

The not knowing present won't build the fate
That you put in your impossible wills, maybe
A bumblebee will feed up your hunger, yesterday
As longing the golden prize of your own life.
angryredwoman Jan 2014
Like the water drops running down of my window,

I will kiss every inch of your skin

Like the rain feeding the ground under our feet

I will lay down with you sharing a dreamy pillow.

As if I were able to give you my heart, to give you my blood

I will give you my everything every time you ask for it.

As if I were rich I wouldn’t be without your heartbeat.

Rain, and drops, and water, and tears, and an ocean.

Bellow the sky, on the earth, right beside your breathe.

Under your soft hands, touching your words,

feeling the warm of your eyes, the heat of your lips,

The sand will cover our hopes, the blue will paint us.
angryredwoman Jan 2014
And when the nightmare comes and makes me sleep, seeing the dark night and the black water falling from the sky, the windows will turn into the gloom colour that I don’t want to look at.

And then nothing will be the same without her eyes, the music will be quiet, the sun will not rise and the moon on the sky will bright forever; the clouds will remain as statues of my mind.

And when the day won’t end and you live the same over and over you will notice some part of your soul is lost, and your heart won’t beat again the same as it did once ago.

Suddenly your see her.

Suddenly you feel her.

And she’s not a ghost any more, and she breathes and she lives.

And she loves you, and she calls your name in the dusk.

And tears stop running down your face.

And one star commits suicide giving you the light to illuminate your life.

And you will smile after one of her words, and the world finally will have the meaning that you were looking for.

**And all of you want is to be with her in a never ending sleep, when no one can wake you up.
angryredwoman Jan 2014
How much time you can cry without feelings your tears running down your cheeks?

How much pain your heart can hold?

How much suffering your soul can grief?

You were such a beautiful dream, you were the happiness of my life, you were, indeed, my life itself.

And now you’re gone and I can only hide myself under black sheets because your memories keep hitting me.

And now I’m alone in this world without your words and voice, without your feelings and love.

And now I can only cry in the darkness of my heart because I don’t know where you are.

Everybody is scaring me.

Everybody is hurting me.

Waiting every second of my hours, every hour of my days for just a couple words of yours.

Even if I’m trying to be strong, my inside is so ruined, I can’t do anything else, I just can miss you.

And the world is falling apart without you, and everything is so cold.

Is that bad that I want you back? Is that bad that I want to believe you even though everyone is telling me not to.

I want to believe what you told me, but many doubts are rotting my heart.

Everything you told me cannot be a lie.

— The End —