I am not her, I am me
I am just someone who wants to be alone
but you constantly fill me up with task that you,
yes you were suppose to do.
I say "okay" even if it's not, i say "i'm fine" even though
I am not, for I don't want you to feel this burden,
this big heavy thing that i'm carrying on my back
I want you to feel a little less pressured,
for all I know you might be handling something
at that very moment. I hope you are doing well
that's what I want you to know. I'll be doing okay
as long as you do the same.
But i  cant take it anymore the thing in my back
it's heavy, it's pulling me down, it's torturing me.
I can't be that someone anymore, because in
the first place I was never that someone you expect me to be.

why don't you try
to look through?
the things that make you, you.

It's showering then suddenly it's raining
No matter how much i scream you wouldn't hear me
It's loud, it's too loud
I kept calling your name yet you still wouldn't hear me
I cried and cried and cried
But you wouldn't see tears, all you see is rain pouring on me
Im soaking wet in this rain, i hope thunder would hit me
Coldness overtakes my body, yet still i want to see you
See you leaving me, leaving our memories
I shouted "i love you"
But all you heard was rain pouring all over you
I felt devastated
I looked at you for the last time and you turned around
And you mouthed "I shouldn't have loved you"
I thought thunder had struck me
Your word were the heaviest rain i felt
It's showering then suddenly its raining
All i could hear was your words pouring on me
I felt sick, i felt disgusted with myself
I shouldn't have loved you
It's raining then it suddenly stopped
I shouted i love you
But you weren't there anymore
The skies cried with me
The skies were there for me but what i really want is
You right here next to me
The rain finally stopped
You were the heaviest rain i felt

Alam ko iisang buwan ang tinitignan natin
Isang bathala pinaniniwalaan natin
Isang hiling ang ninanais natin
Isang hangin ang sinisinghap natin

Ngutin kahit anong aking gawin
Kahit ako man ay humiling sa bituin
Kahit iisang buwan lang ang meron saatin
Di parin magiging isa ang puso natin

When I look at you I do get butterflies
And it makes me want to soar high
Yes when in front of you I do get shy
But trust me I like you and that's no lie

Friends say that I have no shame
Cause I can't stop talking about you i cant contain
Hoping that you feel the same
Cause my feelings for you oh my I can't tame

I think about you frequently...

Wait why?
Why would I try
Even if I know you'll never be mine

Please don't tell me
You can save the world

If you can't even catch
My heart from falling for you