God is this the trial you have given me
a difficult war with an invisible enemy?
I know I need to fight
but how could I prepare without sight?
With a companion or without
I know I should persist to let myself out
Yet, God, with no consolation, it is very hard
When the right choices I should make
are hidden under a million shards
A good companion I need, everyday I try to find
Unfortunately I fail and need to stand alone on my ground
I know I can't, but I desperately want to hide
I long ago would have if I didn't know you're on my side
The world I live in, I feel so isolated from,
is the thing that possesses me and blows me like a ram
My serene arranged thoughts are scrambled anew
now a foreign country the mind I once knew
Still have God. Just need to hold on long enough.