Have you ever been in a situation where you have to choose between two parts of your life?
Have you been to that point?
Did you ever feel like you didn’t know what option to choose?
On one hand you have all these new exciting things. Things that you’ve grown attached to.
On the other hand you have deep roots and ties that took years to accomplish.
What do you do?
What can you do?
Nothing
You can’t do anything to make this better.
One choice or the other someone’s bond to hate you.
Can you stop that from happening?
No you can’t
You wish there were something you could do but there isn’t.
~Angel~

If you had the chance to end it would you?
Would you take someone up on that offer?
Are you in such a bad place that you would say yes?
It's a truly sad day wen you agree with these questions.
Yet we all have these days right?
Well me, i have those days everyday
Those day were nothing goes right
when you feel like your nothing
When you feel like if you were to disappear, no one would notice
when you feel like you could **** your self and not one person would notice?
Not one person would miss you?
I hate this feeling
This feeling that i don't belong
God i hate this feeling
So much
~Angel~

I'll go out with a bang
Not one thing on the brain
Blood all over the floor
You run out that back door
I told you i couldn't take it anymore
But you didn't listen to one word
But i know you heard, Heard every word
~Angel~

I keep cutting
I know i should stop
But my eyes only follow the clock
Hoping time will end
Knowing I can not live any long
So i cut deeper and deeper
Then tic toc tic...
~Angel~

Does it ever end?
This feeling, I never win
I try to live day to day
But it's getting harder and ill i can do is pray
Pray it wont hurt one day
~Angel~

The storm went on for hours, an endless night
The pain and sorrow poured out covering this dying world
The hate for the people who have ruined this world voiced by the thunder
This is my life, the grayness taking over
Beautiful life ripped from it's roots
I let out a silent cry for the damages done
~Angel~

Tastes like a million tears I've cried for you
Sounds like the screaming i do every night
Feels like a hundred burning flames beneath my body
Feels like metal sliding down my wrist
~Angel~