You were the ocean,
And I was desperate to drown.

you're  addicted to bleeding aren't you ?
even though you avoid razors and knives
you bleed words, like some crazy messed up exhibitionist.

Cigarette smoke is
dancing in my vacant void
singing empty space.

Whoever said reality is better than dreams has never met you in their sleep.
I woke to the beauty of my unconscious mind, the story of our non-existent love affair.
Nothing happened, not a conversation nor a kiss, just a glance into your alluring eyes and a glimpse of your fatal smile
because dreaming of you aroused more emotion, more happiness than living reality hopelessly without you

Once upon a time there was humanity.