The knife cuts so deeply into your skin,
so silently is seeps into your arm,
like the words you sold to me in my sin,
but I'm the one you want to harm.
This saw blade buzzes on your arms and legs,
violently ripping them apart so graciously,
like when you used to pull mine in your begs,
so now you get your own medicine only more tenaciously.
I take these tweezers and so gently pluck out your eyes,
and all I can hear are your lying screams,
"Oh don't hurt me, they weren't lies!,
it is just a coincidence that they line up with the seams!"
I am getting weary of your voice,
once felt good to hear so I will just sew it up shut,
you can only cry now but that is just your choice,
like you "always did" like a little ****.
I want you to digest my voice and hear it in pain,
this was the only time I could let you know it,
I will just rip your stomach open and let it breathe while you are still sane,
hold on though because I am not just done with you yet.
Finally and lastly with hatred seeping from my skin,
I take this scalpel and carve out your heart,
don't worry Christian for I have already repent for this sin,
and these last words just seemed so smart:
"I love you, but remember my darling,
you said your heart was mine,
you told me no matter your snarling,
your heart was forever mine."

Frozen roses,
burning lilies,
singing in poses,
look at them like you are special.
You were in my eyes,
but you threw that away,
for lustful lies,
scars across your back...
So ***** this,
I am a promise you wanted,
something you can spoil like ****,
I can't say no to it though.

The hidden dawn,
it is creeping behind my back,
like a nefarious fawn,
ready to leap and attack.

My skin holds all the scars,
the ones that we endured together,
no matter what tars,
we promised to be forever.

Save me from this insanity,
it's eating me away,
my friends and family,
they have gone astray!

I walk down this hall once more,
I look behind me and see a figure,
his face holds memories of gore,
and I just run away from this fear.

I can't escape from this hell,
he knows my every move,
I trip and look and at that moment I could tell,
it was me in front that stood.

Save me from this insanity,
it's eating me away,
my friends and family,
they have gone astray!

I finally realize and start to laugh,
it creeps inside of me,
it's divine hatred is a craft,
until I can no longer see.

I can feel this deepening yell fade away in me,
I can hear it calling slowly to me,
"Come hither young one,
one so full of what is to be done."
I come closer,
it draws me slower.
I start to realize this hole in my heart,
everything seems to fall in it and tear it apart.
There is no escape,
I'm trapped inside this fate.
So vaguely wrapped in lies,
that I have weaved around me in ties.
All of these chains of confusion hold me down,
so violently I rip them off and swallow the town.
I lash out at whatever I see and whatever I do,
you'd probably run for the blue.
I emanate the very aura of hatred and sorrow that was put in me,
I just wish the person who did this would see.
I have given them too many chances to live,
time to break down and have Death arrive.
This mask protects what little I have left,
this insanity that I have kept.
Slowly I wake up from this nightmare,
just to see how I'd fare.
I scream in agony and pain,
so faceless yet never sane.
I rip off this piece of me that I kept in my heart,
this piece that has been the same part.
I can barely see the faces of many in fear,
this is never where I wanted to steer.
I close this scene by laying down sobbing,
and with my whole mind throbbing.
What is this I have become,
a monster all in a sum.

Was it for the pesticidic nonsense that you make, or was it because of my heart you had to take? Anyway it seemed that you hate me, and don't want to take your time to see. Everything around you that seems to bustle and move, but you just want no one to get you to soothe? It seems like it's been forever since we saw each other, but does that call for immediate distress from me and shudder? I can't take this anymore, so when I take your heart I want you to know, that when you fall to this very floor, your true colors will show.

This dying love of which we live on, and show that we can never be more than a pawn. This grace of which we our lives thrive, it's turning darker and harder to stay alive... In this dark possessive world our hates fade, and a new love makes it's sharade. A shadow crawls slightly on the wall, but our bodies already tend to fall. Slowly comes the knife that will soon decide her fate, but her body will be too torn and it would be too late. So we spend these dark nights crying and sobbing, but our eyes will never stop the throbbing, or which our hearts keep feeling, and still feels like it is god that is the one stealing. Currently the sickness grows on our skin, but the feeling of missing will never really thin. Times we hope that light will share the truth, but that is asking for a drill through our tooth. Seeing as the lights fades away, love is the one thing that will stay, for I will never be better, and have hidden messages in this letter. The heartache is killing the inside, and it is making it harder to proudly stride. This missing thing in my heart may never appear, but the only thing you will see in my eye is the hidden tear...

Look at my hand, so lightly bleeding,
The tender holes from your teeth and lies are seething.
Cast out another heart shaped curse,
and throw a wicked grin while swinging your purse.
You seem to enjoy it, the thought of having your life on a silver platter,
but the longer you take advantage of it the truth only gets sadder.
You look in my eyes, and take another glance in the mirror,
you think to yourself "Could this get any weirder?"
My darling, the time has only begun,
to find out more you have to cut back on the "fun".
Now take a good look at yourself, you are shaking and crawling on the floor,
and here I sit, watching in pain by the door.
You look at me, and of course I can't resist to help you out,
but whenever I get close your so called "love" starts to shout.
"Get away, you know nothing you slimy *******!" IT starts to say,
"I love her more, so you can go die!" It proceeds and starts to push me away.
You look in agony, you finally realize exactly what you need,
but this thing begins to shove and not succeed.
You look at me, hoping for some destined rescue from me,
but all I do is stand there in disgust at your decision that you never made to be.
You say such accursed things that get trapped in my mind,
but the reason is that I'm always on the hunt, always trying to find.
I probe and take apart what I don't understand that accumalates such powerful feelings,
but all I can hear and see is the leftovers or your emotions peelings.
My voices, they say so many things that would never cross my mind,
you made me this way, even though there is no paper that I had signed.
My promises, all of them are kept within the safest box,
and when I make them, they are kept inside these locks.
My eyes, they seem so dim from the last time you looked inside them,
you do understand that you are the reason why they are so dim?
I look in a mirror so peacefully, yet something screams at me in the back of my mind,
something so horrifying that it starts to drive me blind.
I start to destroy everything around me in a rage, causing such dismay,
and yet you seem to not be able to stay away.
You now understand you are my bane, and that it will be my death,
and I don't know if I should regret that I had not left...