What was I but

a bitter *****
a ******* fool
a snooty ****

beaten to death, bit by bit

bitter *****.
She's cold, distant -- like the arctic

change of season,
change of morning routine

fall: wake up, drink cider, think of you

winter: wake up, drink hot chocolate, think of you

spring: wake up, drink fruit juice, think of you

summer: wake up, drink sweet tea, think of you