we
looked
so drunkly
happy.
nothing
could
pull us
down
of the
infinity
we found
by
lifting
one another
till
dawn
*kiks

Those were the days I was the happiest, I think.
We did not need everything.
Actually, we did not have anything.
We only had each other, and that was enough.
More than enough, for:

we found peace
we found loyalty
we found love
we found each other

*kiks

I think this feeling, this feeling that everything is about to change, is sinking me
so deep
I can't find air to breathe even if I had a mask.

The feeling that soon some people may be here and others may not. The feeling that reality as you know it it's coming to an end and you can't do anything about it.

It feels like you were the only one that knows someone you love is going to die, but you can't find him
until
it is
already
dead

- *kiks

It's funny.
In the exact moment I realize I am hoping for something more,
it's also the moment everything falls down
pulling me with it.

- *kiks

I wish every message I receive was yours,
but that only makes me fall deeper
and deeper
into my endless sorrow.

It reminds me of what will never happen.

My heart is heavy of the "could have been's" that will never be.

- *kiks

Everytime I think of you
my heart skips a beat.
I can feel how it runs faster,
faster towards you.

But when I realize you belong to someone else
I can feel it decreasing
disappearing.

The beat is gone
and so are you.

It is gone
I am gone.

- *kiks

What is wrong with me?

I can feel the sorrow and the pain crushing my infinite love

I think this is aching
I think this is missing

Missing something that was never
actually
mine ...

- *kiks

I just want to find someone.

I thought I did, but then...
I realized his heart belong to someone else.

- *kiks

It never let's me go
Even when the walls came in
asphyxiating me.
Even when the roof comes crashing down,
I'll still be here
hold by it's hands
captured by it
imprisoned by it.

Time is the worst jail
even when you think you're out
you are never free...
and then it's when I realize
it was not time who never let me go

it was I who could not let it go.