I am lost in this world with no one to love,
not even my family.

About two years ago he left.
One second he was there the next he was not.
I felt my heart brake on that cold winter day, as i stood there and cried with my big eyes as i watched you and your new family drive way.

He looked back at me and waved good-bye,
i was a tear in his eye and he tried not to cry,
and scents that day my family slowly starts to die.

At eight years of age he did not know much about what had happened on that vary last day.

Now she is gone too,
the one i need to push me though ,
the one i call mother.

She said to me on that cold last day " baby don't cry this is not good-bye i will see you again someday" then gave me a hug as she turns and walked away from that sad little girl with tiers in her eyes as she sees her family slowly start to die,
but this little girl knew she would have to be the glue to keep her family together.

At night i lay down and cry,
I feel my tears flowing like a river down my cheeks and soaks into my pillow.

I lie and wait for that one day to come to see my little brother once more and he too will be the glue that holds my family together.