Have I no master no authority to hear it here too I think this must be partially true and escape servant like a surf I've abandoned the land the places where I come from no not who or where to demand another others feel my place pity for one another no need to spit in my face October 29th 2019

I have no breath to breathe life into anything else I have no desire to guard my own health I don't have any ideas that I will pursue I have my empty life and it ***** to be you just a pun from when I was young use is proud and free not wise as they perceive themselves to be but I prefer it to fight here right now life that is help I mean although I don't hold it I'm detached emotionally people are tricksters untrue to their cores they scramble of vengeful unloved hordes I'm better off alone cuz I can do whatever I want I'm here alone

I speak my own language I form my own words I have no predecessors descendants nor have I any news to blurt.
I constantly moving trying to find a world in which to relate I am often unheard misunderstood and ensnarled in debate.
my utterings are useless except to my own ear those people who detest me I do not fear.
I fear myself I am my own worst enemy I often cancel myself but to no avail I end up homeless jobless x exiled to jail as much as I succeed is as much as I fail.
I speak my own language I have my own tongue the world is crude to all, even to it's young.
October 29th 2019

When the illusion is revealed, all of its magic falls tragically and becomes trash in the gutters.

Those in power
Should act right
Be ethical
I have no respect for you now
I gave my all
You gave me the boot
I am cut off
You lie and exile me
I should have known
Petty Petty liars

I was down for you
and you sold me out.
I kept getting friend requests
But you said have no doubt.
Believe in me is what you said.
I believed in you and was left for dead.
Waiting in indio-500 miles from where I moved to.
To start a life for me and you.
But it's all me now after all the money I spent.
And that last $100 I just sent.
I only got love for those who love back.
I only got Faith in those who keep their word. I have faith in myself.
It's what I've learned. Keep your secrets hidden
I'll be in the light.
Keep your word or someone will take flight.
You can be you I won't stand in your way.
But be aware I do what I say.
Hard to comprehend for people like you.
Just what people like me will say and then do.
It *****.
***** to be you

Your transparency is indecent to me. I would rather hand you a cloak to keep it from my eyes.
I can see right through to your core like a potato bug.
Hideous.
Like an embryo of evil. Foul and naked to my soul.
I can see your soul and it is not black.
It is empty. Transparent.