Darling please don't forget about me, When I'm long gone cause its all become to much and I'm done, I've released the clutch I had on life cause its no longer fun, but Darling don't forget about me. When the day is here and I'm finally free Darling don't cry for me, just know I'm happy. And no matter how long till I see you again, I'll never forget, and I'll never regret, even when life was to hard you kept me strong, and now that I'm gone, well I'm gone. But Darling please don't forget about me.

My heart is somber but still I wander on, I wonder if I cross your mind cause lately you've been on mine. And sometimes I have to stop and think, did you leave because of me?

It's hard to breathe
Im ready to leave
just let me go
I am scared you know,
but Im glad it's ending
Now I can stop pretending.
No more faking a smile
I haven't been ok for awhile
But Im glad it's ending
Now I can stop pretending.

My life is crashing, days are passing, I'm slowly gasping for air to breathe but it would be so much easier to leave. Just stop trying to go on, finally get the courage and dig the blade deeper, swallow the pills, cause this mountain is only getting steeper, what's it worth to keep going? What am I worth to anybody? I'm nothing but a lonely,broken girl who causes no happiness, makes no positive difference, I'm just a burden to everyone, life would be better with me gone. Well I think it's time so let me get my knife ,find my heart,cut it deep and see if anyone will miss me.

Alone and empty inside laying in bed and I open my eyes, its daylight outside but all I see is darkness, not looking forward to the day ahead but NOT STRONG ENOUGH to stop this.

Struggling to breathe my heart has stopped beating, I'm dead inside but I can feel myself bleeding. You have broken me and made me feel worthless, you led me to this though it didn't show on the surface. I hide my feelings, I hide my pain until the day comes when I finally hit the vein.

Stumble. Stumble then fall.
                                                           ­                                                                 ­                                                  Falling, I’m falling in an endless abyss of darkness. I’m lonely and I’m not sure where I’m going to find myself after this fall. This fall is taking forever and I just want to start going up. But how when I’m falling down to fast to even stop myself? How do I change directions and go up? Downward is where I’m heading and I’m scared. Scared to be alone, scared to fall too far. What if I can’t go up? What if I’m stuck in the dark forever with no  light down at the bottom of this deep, seemingly endless, hole. I am stuck,
                                                          ­                                                                 ­                      with
                      no light for guidance. I’m stuck. Where my cries have been silenced and it’s no  use calling for help. If anyone could hear me they wouldn’t care. They are used to me falling  because I’ve been falling for so long, its become natural for me to go on falling and being  ignored by anyone who hears my faint screams. And this is the end, this is how I will spend  the rest of my time, in an endless fall alone and in the dark because there is
                                                              ­                                                                 ­                        no way up.