please don't do this to me
please stop telling me things
then doing the opposite
i miss you
i miss us

please don't go back to her
i want you to be happy
but i want to be the one that makes you feel it

please look at me the way you used to
i cant take it
i hate how this is
how we are

please
come back

everything is a copy of a copy
this is too easy
here I am writing these ******* words
with my ******* pencil
on this ******* paper

it all seems so fake to me
people grow up
with the constant idea that they are unique
stop telling yourself that you are something special

you arent an exception
you are just like everyone else

I told myself I was fine with being alone
all this time with no one
as I pretend to be ok

I don't know how it works
a relationship
and I fear that I never will

I push people away
not on purpose
I'm just not sure how to act

anxiety
so much anxiety

the void will never fill
and I'll always be hollow

It’s almost hard to believe how I look at you now.
We were inseparable, so close.
We did everything together.
A million memories packed into one relationship.

But now,
as I walk by you,
we don’t even make eye contact.
At first,
I was constantly reminded of our past
every time i looked at you.

I could barely be able to handle it.
It was so abrupt,
it just ended.
I wasn’t ready to accept it.

However, things change,
people change.
Now I don’t even notice,
nor am I noticed.

In a crowded room,
we aren’t pulled together
by the magnetizing effects of our relationship.

I see a thousand faces a day,
and you are just another one.