What are you saying to me, my body?

Why are you shaking me, my body?

Why are you straining me, my body?

I try to listen but I cannot hear

all I feel is being engrossed in fear

I want to close my eyes I want to run

What is the truth I’m trying to get away from?

You make me feel weak, my body.

So weak I can’t speak, my body.

I chew away at you to escape the pain of you

Calm down for me, my body.

I love you, my body.

I no longer know your lips

I no longer know your touch

I no longer know your face

yet I yearn for you

I yearn for those soft lips colliding with mine once more

I yearn for those rough hands on my arm, ever so lightly

I yearn to see your bright eyes, half smile, crooked teeth

I no longer know you

but I wish I did

Restless souls seeking the innocent
Twisting their views, ruining their lives
Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide
Sanctuary is no longer present
Addiction captures them spiraling them deeper and deeper until they’re
Gone
Until there isn’t anymore to take
Knowledge disappears, along with morals.
Rock bottom
Trying to rekindle what was once there
Changing their direction but have gone to far
Lost
In the forests, where the sun never shines
Holding them hostage
Watching, snickering at what they’ve become.

Attempting to spark the flame once again but the lighter wont work
you're doing it all wrong, you're being more of a lurk.
what was the true meaning of your questions today?
do you still care about me or do you just want it to appear that way
I don't hate you but you're evil, we can never be friends.
You're heartless, you deceived me but I love you to the end.
Once a best friend, always in the heart.
at least trying to rekindle this was a nice start.

Poison, that's all you are,
It shows with each one of your scars.
You play the card "you're dead to me"
you blame me for everything
you say I'm doing things that I'm not
you put it peoples heads so their idea of me rots.
I don't get why you're so mean.
Why must you do those  things?
It all makes sense now, I guess you could say.
How all of you just went away.
The friends I thought I had, I guess I didn't.
Time to move on and just forget it.

the quick glances
the shy smile
it's coming back
I feel like a child
it's been so long
to have a crush
but whenever I see you
you make me blush.

I'm being watched by everyone- that's just how it feels
I say one thing, it's taken wrong, they go off on a speel
my whole life can depend on dirt they find under my shoe
It's scary to think that their eyes are on you
Every page of your life is somewhere on here
nothing's personal anymore, to make it quite clear.
It starts off as a friend but I see it as a monster
it can unravel you into a disaster.